iNsaN KesEpiAn

Buddies Outing

2007-07-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

Though i know her more than a year.. believe it or not.. this is the first time we went outing together.. hahax she's as crazie as me duh'.. one whole day shopping around with people like her really drive me crazie.. her crazieness together with my own crazie character.. dunno how to explain the outcome of our combination.. hahax

There we are.. the two crazie ladies with our super crazie attitude making our way through the crazie streets.. k i think i've gone to much on the crazie words.. craps! duh'

kk where we go.. hmm.. ouh ya adventuring the new site of Ang Mo Kio world!! shopping around.. i bought 2 pair of shoes & watch! well.. she bought the same thing too.. hee we really duplicated ourself that day.. Weee! its fun!! juz both of us are more than enough to make it look or sounds like we're in a group of 8 or 10!! wehehe.. Next stop is the normal place to shop.. BUGIS!! wen't to Bugis Junction & the Bugis Street.. bought some shirts, pants & skirts there..

Most important thing that we do in that day.. Always keep in our mind.. Never ever leave a day without taking photo! so here are the photo of us.. muahaha

The Flower & Butterfly Story

2007-03-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

Here's a simple yet meaningful story to share with ya all...

Once, there was a man who asked god for a flower and a butterfly... but instead, god gave him a cactus and a caterpillar...

The man was sad.. He didn't understand why his request was mistaken...

Then he thought:- "Oh well, maybe god has too many people to care for" and decided not to question...

After sometime, the man went back to check up on his request that he had left forgotten...

To his surprise... From the thorny and ugly cactus, a beautifull flower had grown! and the unsightly caterpillar had been transformed into the most gorgeous butterfly!!

GOD ALWAYS DOES THINGS RIGHT!!!

His way is always the best way... Even if to us it seems all wrong... If you ask god one thing and received another... THRUST!!

You can be sure that he will always give you what you need at the appropriate time... What you want... Is not always what you need!

God never fails to grant our pettitions... so keep on going for him wihout doubting or murmuring...

Todays thorn is tomorrow's flower...

God gives the very best to those who leaves the choice up to him...

Hanya Kerak Nasi Untuk Mak

2007-03-16T10:25:00.000+08:00

Ada lagu yang mengatakan "Andai Bumi Terbelah Dua, Aku Tetap Cinta Padamu" ada pula yang mengatakan "Hanya Kau Yang Ku Cinta Di Dunia"

Tapi sayang... Orang yanng paling dan patut kita sayangi di dunia ini ialah IBU kita... Bukan kekasih yang hanya hadir buat seketika sahaja dalam hidup kita... FIKIRKANLAH... Betapa besarnya pengorbanan seorang ibu... sedih... Sayangilah ibu anda selagi dia masih hidup...

Here are some true touching story yang mennyayat hati to share with ya all.. The tittle is as stated... "Hanya Kerak Nasi Untuk Mak" its in malay... English version not out yet... Hahax!!

Hari ini semua adik beradik pulang beraya di Kuala Lumpur setelah beraya di kampung mertua. Ibu yang di KL agak kesunyian, tetapi setelah mendengar abang dan kakak hendak datang beraya, ibu gagahi juga bangun pagi menggoreng nasi buat santapan pagi mereka yang akan datang nanti.

Aku yang bongsu tinggal di rumah sambil menolong apa yang patut memerhati kegagahan ibu yang sememangnya aku tahu sakit dan bengkaka kakinya semakin menjadi-jadi semenjak bulan puasa tempoh hari.

Aku minta untuk membantu, "Tak payah" katanya "Biar mak yang buat nanti lain rasanya". Aku biarkan sahaja walau dalam hati terasa pedih dan sayu melihat kegagahan mak yang nak juga sediakan nasi goreng untuk anak-anaknya yang baru nak merayakan aidilfitri bersamanya.

Aku tahu disudut hati mak ada rasa sedih dan sayu kerana anak lelakinya tak beraya bersama di pagi raya.. tetapi langsung tidak ditunjuk... malah ingin pula menjamu anaknya. Terhinjut-hinjut mak ke sana ke mari mengambil bahan-bahan basi goreng. Bukan main khusyuk dan bersungguh cuba menyediakan juadah yang semampunya.

Bila semuanya dah sampai, aku mula hidangkan nasi yang digoreng oleh mak untuk abang dan kakak yang tiba dengan anak-anak mereka. Semuanya pakat menjamu selera. Semua sukakan nasi goreng mak. Mak tahu anak-anaknya sukakan nasi goreng air tangannya.. dalam tak sedar nasi dah hampir habis.

Terdetik di hatiku... "Ahh! mak belum makan apa-apa semenjak pagi kerana sibuk sediakan nasi tu.." seraya tu abang ku bertanya "Siapa tak makan lagi nasi ni?" Aku menjawab "Mak belum makan nasi lagi tu!"

Mak dengan bersungguh menjawab "Ehh.. mak tak mau.. tak lalulah nasi goreng, nak makan roti ja sat lagi.." Dua tiga kali kami pelawa begitu juga jawabnya..

Kataku dalam hati "Ooh mungkin juga mak nak makan roti sebab nak kawal penyakit diebetisnya..."

Bila semua dah pulang.. aku lihat mak terhinjut-hinjut ke dapur.. lantas aku bertanya "Mak nak apa? nak ambilkan.." "Takpa.. nak rasa ni sikit.." jawab mak.

Sayu sedih dan terguris hati aku.. bila ku lihat mak rupanya sedang mengikis kerak-kerak nasi goreng yang masih berbaki dalanm kuali untuk dimakan.

Itulah kasih seorang ibu pada anak-anaknya... Zaman sekarng pun masih ada ibu yang sanggup berlapar dan mendahulukan anak-anaknya asal mereka semua kenyang. Aku benar-benar kalah dengan apa yang aku saksikan..

YA RABBI, engkau peliharalah ibu, Ampunilah dosa-dosanya, Berikanlah kekuatan pada anak-anaknya untuk membalas jasa ibu yang tak terhingga. AMINN!

Interisting

2007-01-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

(Petikan Ucapan Ustaz Hj. Akil Hayy Rawa)

Di Dalam Hidup Manusia, Yang Paling Penting Ialah BERKAT. Bila Hidup Kita berkat, Diri Ini Akan Selamat. Apabila Diri Selamat, Rumahtangga Jadi Sepakat. Apabila Rumahtangga Jadi Sepakat,Masyarakat Jadi Muafakat dan Negara Kita Menjadi Kuat. Apabila Masyarakat Menjadi Kuat, Negara Luar Jadi Hormat. Apabila Negara Luar Jadi Hormat, Permusuhan Pun Tersekat. Apabila Permusuhan Tersekat, Pembangunan Pun Meningkat. Apabila Pembangunan Pun Meningkat, Kemajuan Menjadi Pesat.

Tetapi AWAS!!

Apabila Pembangunan Meningkat, Kemajuan Menjadi Pesat, Kita Akan Lihat Bangunan Naik Bertingkat-Tingkat. Di Tengah-Tengah Itu Tempat Maksiat, Tumbuhnya Pula Ibarat Kulat. Ketika Itu Manusia Mula Mengubah Tabiat. Apabila Manusia Telah Mengubah Tabiat, Ada Yang Jadi Lalat, Ada Pula Yang Jadi Ulat. Apabila Manusia Dah Jadi Ulat, Sembahyang Makin Hari Makin Liat. Apabila Sembahyang Jadi Liat, Orang Baik Ada Yang Bertukar Jadi Jahat. Apabila Orang Baik Bertukar Jahat, Orang Miskin Pula Nak Kaya Cepat. Apabila Orang Miskin Nak Kaya Cepat, Orang Tua Pula Nak Mati Lambat. Apabila Orang Tua Nak Mati Lambat, Tak Dapat Minum Madu, Telan Jerla Minyak Gamat.

Yang Lelaki, Budak Muda Pakai Seluar Ketat, Semua Nak Tunjuk Kuat. Bila Berjudi, Percaya Unsur Kurafat. Tapi Hidup Pula Yang Melarat. Tali Kasut Dah Tak Berikat. Rambut Pun Jarang Sikat, Yang Perempuan Pakai Mini Sekarat. Suke Pakai Baju Ketat. Suke Sangat Menunjukkan Pusat. Hingga Tak Pedulikan Lagi Batasan Aurat. Pakaian Pula Yang Singkat-Singkat. Kadang-Kadang Ternambak Benda 'Bulat'.

Bila Jadi Macam Ini, Siapa Lihat Pasti Tercegat. Silap Gaya Jadi Gawat. Bohsia Bohjan Lagi Hebat.Duduk Jauh Berkirim Surat. Bila Berjumpa Tangan Berjabat. Kemudian Pakat Lawan Peluk Siapa Erat.

Masa Tu, Nafas Naik Sampai Tersekat-Sekat. Usah Peduli Agama Dan Adat. Usah Takut Allah Dan Malaikat. Yang Penting Aa Kita Nak Buat? Kita 'Bukti' lah Kita Buat. Akhirnya Perut Kempis Dah Jadi Bulat.

Apabila Perut Kempis Dah Jadi Bulat, Maka Lahirlah Pula Anak-Anak Yang Tak Cukup Sifat. Bila Anak-Anak Tak Cukup Sifat, Jam Tu Kita Tengok Bayi Dibuang Merata-Rata Tempat.

MAKNANYA KETIKA ITU IBLIS MULA MELOMPAT.

Dia Kata Apa? Habis Manusia Dah Masuk Jerat. Habis Manusia Telah Tersesat. Inilah Dia Fenomena Masyarakat. Oleh Itu Wahai Saudara Ku Dan Para Sahabat.
Marilah Kita Pakat Mengingat. Bahwa Dunia Hari Ini Makin Singkat. Esok Atau Lusa Mungkin Kiamat. Sampai Masa Kita Semua Akan Berangkat! Berangkat Menuju Ke Negeri Akhirat. Di Sana Kita Akan Ditanya Apa Yang Kita Buat. Masa Tu Sendiri Mau Ingat.

Umur Mu Yang Banyak Ada Kamu Buat Ibadat? Zaman Muda Mu, Apa Yang Telah Kamu Buat? Harta Benda Mu Dari Mana Kamu Dapat? Ilmu Mu, Adakah Kamu Manfaat? Semoga Ianya Dapat Mengingatkan Kita Supaya Segerea Meninggalkan Maksiat, Memperbanyakkan Ibadat.

Imbasan Masa Silam

2007-01-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

Aku Bukanlah Boneka Seperti Yang DiSangkakan
Aku Jua Bukan Tempat Persinggahan
Aku Adelah Seorang Manusia
Punya Hati Dan Perasaan
Janganlah Dipermainkan Hati Ini
Usahlah Dipersendakan Jiwa Ini
Walau Apapun Yang Harus Ku Lalui
Aku Pasrah Dengan Kehendak Ilahi
Aku Hanya Diizinkan Untuk Merancang
Dialah Yang Akan Menentukan Segalanya
Yang Pasti.. Aku Redho..
Kerna Aku Percaya
Bahwa Setiap Apa Yang Terjadi
Pasti Ada Hikmah Yang Dapat Ku Pelajari

Selamat Tahun Baru Semua!!!

2007-01-07T09:30:00.000+08:00

Alamak!! Lambat setapak la… maap ye kengkawan… hehehe
Tap Tip Tup… sampai la kite ke tahun 2007… cepat kan?

Hmm.. ape yang telah kite lakukan sepanjang tahun 2006?!
Adekah kite dapat mengecapi segala apa yang telah kite rancangkan?
Apekah perangai tak elok kite yang perlu ditinggalkan?
Mungkinkah tahun 2007 ini akan lebih baik dari tahun sebelamnye?
Apekah pula AZAM baru kite buat tahun 2007 ini?
Any idea?! Think about it ya…

Buat Nur…
ape yang telah berlalu itu biarlah ia berlalu… ape yang perlu ialah kite untuk belajar darinye demi memperbaiki masa yang akan datang… Hakikat hidup ini penuh dengan pancaroba… Tekadkan diri, kuatkan hati… Ape yang pasti… kite mesti belajar terime kenyataan walaupun pedih untuk dilalui dan pahit untuk menelannye… Mungkin sesekali kite merasa seakan hidup ini tidak adil… hmm…. Itu semua dugaan bagi kite… tabah la… look at the bright side… setiap ape yang terjadi pasti ade hikmahnye…

Erm… to all readers who know me… jika Nur ade buat silap kat korang… soRie la ye… buat korang2 plak… no heart feelings aite… Nur pun da maafkan korang sume… Buat Feer, Adeq, Kakak, Aisya, Ina, Di, Hani, Yan, La -n- Ijan… if you all happen to read this… juz wanna tell you all that I miss ya all so much!! Bila nak jumpe hah?! (padahal aku yg bz) hahah!! kk I’ll text you all when im free k…

Oh ye… For Chicken Little, do learn to be frank aite… kesian aku tengok ko la… trying to beat about the bush slalu -n- nak secret2… padahal aku da dapat tangkap ape ko mean juz havta act blur… heheh… For Mr.Mysteri, maybe you might think that im trying to ignore you… sorie ya… gotta senyap all of a sudden… havta settle my own personal probs 1st… as what I told you before… my family are always the first in the list… sorry ya if my deed hurt you… As for Seni Freak plak… what’s there to rush for? jika diizinkan tuhan… someday we’ll meet gak… even though I don’t want to… Singapore ni kecik jek… so macam mane pun mesti terserempak gak... tapi kan.. I kinda hav the feeling that we wont meet… hahah… c0z im a busy lady… so its hard to meet me outside other than my w0rk place… s0 dream on ya… hehehe

Aite klah… Guess sampai sini jek ye… now havta get myself ready to g0 w0rk… kang terlambat plak nanti… dalah last year dapat gelaran ‘Queen of Late Comers’ hahaha aite den.. toodles!!

Pencarian

2006-12-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Menyingkap Tirai Hati
Mencari Jawapan
Di Taman Realiti
Yang Dibanjiri Kedukaan
Ku Redam Lautan Kehidupan
Penuh Harapan

Walau Berbisik Di Pendengaran
Hanya Degup Kejahilan

Ku Gelintar Segenap Maya
Bahkan Sebutir Hakikat
Tidak Sekali Ku Berputus Asa

Namun
Tiap Jejak Nan Bertapak
Aku Semakin Kebingungan
Ku Tabahkan Hati Yang Gundah
Mencari Dan Terus Mencari
Makna Setiap Bait Kata
Yang Ku Temui

Hanya Kecewa

Selamat Hari Raye

2006-10-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

Salam Aidil Fitri buat semua umat islam yang benar2 islam.. Bukan yang islamnye hanye dari name sahaje ukeiy.. ouh ye.. bagi mereka yang berpuase di bulan barakah ini.. Tahniah ku ucapkan dan bagi mereka yang sering -n- sengaje buang puase plak.. haixz! gi sambot Deepavali suda.. heheh

Aite niewae.. di bulan syawal ini, Nu nak minta maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua seandainya..

Ade terkasar bahasa.. (Almaklum.. aku nie mulot laser!! mane la tau kot abang2 -n- kakak2, adeq2 serta atok nenek tersinggung..)

Tersilap bicara.. (hehe.. klu da mulot laser tu.. paham2 jekla ehk.. kate2 aku pon!!)

Termarah yang tak kena.. (Erm.. this part really.. takley lari ar.. keturunan kot gaknye.. PANAS BARAN!!)

Tertanye tak tentu hala.. (Erm.. aku nie kadang sotong sikit.. suke tanye banyak soalan.. almaklum.. blur queen la kate kan.. so harap korang understand ar k..)

Tersasul di mana-mana.. (Hmm.. this part.. rase-rase nye aku nie pakai cakap lepas jek.. takde time nak pikir2 lu.. klu ter-sarcastic ke.. soo.. u noe i noe la..)

Terpekik di telinga.. (haaa!! yang nie.. aku nie loud speaker.. lagi2 klu korang bobal menyakit kan hati. kene tengking kang..)

Terhantuk di kepala.. (ouh.. biaserlah.. miss clumsy kan..)

Terpinjam harta benda.. (erm.. rasenye mcm takde.. tapi entah la ehk.. klu ade tu ingat kan la k)

Termoody tak semena-mena.. (HMm.. im known as miss moody swing.. so understand understood jek la watak aku yang pelik tapi benar nie)

Terumpat bila-bila (Rasenye ade kot.. almaklum.. bile da syiok bobal kan.. mcm2 topik terbentang.. so klu terumpat tu.. cnfm ade nye jgn nk tipu..)

dan termacam-macam lagi la.. klu nak ckp sume.. bile nak abez.. tak gitu? heheh

Ukeiy la.. guess kite pun da berade di penghujung warkah.. sampai bertemu lagi entah bile.. mungkin esok kot.. lusa ker.. tulat gaknye or maybe erks.. eh.. the day after tulat ape ar? my cikgu tak panjang umo de.. so de ajar smp tulat jek.. pastu de menghembus kan nafasnye yg pertame!! kesian ehk.. layan kan la karutz aku nie.. haha aite klah den.. chiaoz!!

Harapan Cinta Ku

2006-10-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

Tuhan..
Aku Telah Bertemu
Dengan Seorang Hamba Mu..
Lalu Menaruh Hati Padanya..
Aku Masih Menunggu..
Namun Dia Kian Membisu..

Tuhan..
Ku Pasrah Pada Kehendak Mu..
Seandainya Dialah Pilihan Mu Untuk Ku..

Maka..
Satukanlah Hati Kami Berdua..
Permudahkanlah Pertemuman Ku Dengannya..
Titipkanlah Kebahagiaan Di antara Kita..

Tuhan..
Seandainya Pula Dia
Bukan Pilihan Mu Untuk Ku..
Tenangkanlah Hati Ku
Dengan Ketentuan Mu..
Tabahkanlah Hati Ku
Dengan Kenyataan Itu..
Dan Kekalkanlah Dia
Sebagai Teman Ku..

Hanya Itu Yang Ku Harapkan..
Aku Redho Dengan Segalanya
Kerana Aku Pasti..
Ada Maksud Yang Dapat Aku Pelajari
Di Sebalik Apa Yang Telah
Engkau Rencanakan
Untuk Ku..

2006-10-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

Telah Jauh Aku Mengembara

Mencari Erti Hidup Di Dunia Ini

Yang Selama Ini Sering Disalah Erti

Oleh Mereka Yang Bertuankan Hati

Ku Musafir Ke Pelusuk Dunia

Memerhatikan Gelagat Manusia

Ada Yang Gembira Hinggakan Terlupa

Ada Yang Berduka Tetapi Gembira

Terasa Lelah MenempuhJalan Beronak Duri

Terkadang Sesat Tanpa Haluan

Sehingga Punca Hilang Di Mata

Ku turutkan Jua Hati Yang Buta

Ku Pasrahkan Padamu Tuhan

Segala Yang Kan Berlaku

Kerana Engkaulah Penentu Segala

Menciptakan Dunia Penuh Pancaroba

Tak Terdaya Rasanya Kaki Ku Melangkah

Kau pimpinlah Langkah Ku Tuhan

Agar Tidak Ku Kesesatan

Dari Jalan Syurga Mu Yang Ku Idamkan

Kerana Tidak Ku Terdaya

Menahan Siksa Neraka

Layakkah Pula Aku Untuk Ke Syurga?

Ku Hanya Hamba Yang Diciptakan

Dengan Kelemahan

Sering Daku Terlupa

Sering Jua Daku Terleka

Dengan Nikmat Mu Yang Menimpa

Di Depan Mata

Working life is soO damn boring uh'

2006-09-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ever since start working.. my life becomes more boring sia.. nothing much for me to do.. yah.. wake up -n- go to work.. reach home eat n sleep.. the same cycle goes every single day.. what else can i do? mine is shift work der~! even though my off day also ned to report to work at time.. or should i say most of the time?! hmm well.. it's been erm nearly 8 months working here but only 1 month as a permenant staff.. before this is just a temporary staff duh!! felt bored of the job scope oredi uh' feel like quiting.. uff!! how i hope i can.. this life is so damn boring sia or am i the 1 to be blame for making it or choosing it to be soO boring?! hmm.. no idea! just wish i have the free time like wat i use to have before.. spending all my times with my frenz! -n- of coz my activities! my sports!! silat, netball, etc. i bet schooling life is even more better!! gives you the ample of free time dat u need.. not like working atmosphere uff!!

Ms. Clumsy went to party

2006-08-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

Here's the story for today.. its about "Ms.Clumsy Went To Party".. this is how the story goes..

Ms.Clumsy (Me) got a fren who own a cafe.. yesterday they're having a some sort lyk a party to celebrate the cafe's 1yr aniversary.. so we have lots of fun playing games -n- go wild with the music.. the foods there are all damn fantastic!! colourfull lights everywhere -n- smoke come from nowhere (*nothing's burning okeiy) the atmosphere is some how lyk a pub.. (erm can i say dat i went to a dream-pub yesterday?! hahaha!!) its very tiring -n- sooooooooooooooo fun until.... Ms.Clumsy got herself caught in a hottest latest news!! she fall 3x @ the cafe -n- additional of 3x on her way back home.. hahhah!!! wat a clumsy Ms.Clumsy..

1st fall hapens while we're playing the games. next was at the entrance of the cafe exactly infront of the boss -n- director of the cafe.. wat a paisey moment.. the following falls was at the staircase.. dat was the worst!! i guess.. coz not only boss -n- the director.. instead my frens, the person who incharge of any incident dat hapen -n- other visitors are also there!! gosh!!! wat a tragik!! hmm.. the other 3x is at the escalator, busstop -n- coffee shop.. dat 1 dun need to say oredi.. u hould noe wat happen to Ms.Clumsy.. hahahah!!!

aite till my next post .. chaoz!!

Hi to all!!!

2006-08-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

eLoO!! its been a long time since my last updates.. haixz! sorry aite peepz.. semenjak da start werk nie.. malaz lak nk update blog.. hahaha!! aite.. hmm.. what shall i type out today ehk.. ermm k

Working Life ~> i got a permenent job at last!! working as a planning assistant kat airline house.. tp im still with my ambition of being a nurse.. even though i got this job, im still gonna re-apply for nursing course at ite semei.. that's my final decission.. nobody can change my mind.. i know there's some of u guys out there tak agree with my decission of being a nurse.. u all think that i should continue on my arabics.. tapi i know myself better than u all do.. i know what i want most in my life -n- what i wanna be later.. i believe that i can achieve what i dream of..

Sports Life ~> bout netball.. i dunno.. so far.. im slacking.. almaklum.. dah lame tak training uh' skola arabiah stop! netball pun stop!! hahah!!! haixz!! miss my frens alot seh.. when can meet u all ar? hmm.. kak ely if u happen to read this .. i haven't got my working schedule lagi ar.. i'll update u if i can join the netball comp this 10 sept ke tak after i got my woring schedule k.. so sorry to keep u waiting for my reply.. k erm bout my silat plak.. psl nie im still active as before ar.. cume da tukar stream plak.. now im focusing more on seni side rather than olahraga.. sebab nye.. its for me to know.. for u to find out ar k..

erm.. ape life lagi ar nk type?! i can't think of anything lagi ar.. guess dah masenye untuk undur diri.. see u all again erks dunno when k.. ahaxz!! ma'assalamah!!

Do We Look Alike?

2006-01-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Here's some picures of me and my two sisters.. as wat the tittle above have been type out.. "Do We Look Alike?" hmm.. some people out there say that me n my 2nd sis look alike more than my last sis do but some of them says the other way round.. well here's a picture of us for u readers to judge and differenciate it urself.. (",*)

This is the picture of me and my second sis "Rabiatul Adawiyah" hmm she's suppose to wear spect.. but then.. alah biaserlah anak2 muda.. konon nye pakai spect tak glamour.. soo.. understand understood jek la ye.. heheh

HMm.. nie plak picture of me and my last sis "Siti Qamariah" well, this one never give a damn on those glamourous type.. she's kinda boyish tk mcm yg second tu.. girlike mautnye! As for me.. Ehem-ehem.. im neutral!! heheh

hmm.. base on my side of view.. i think i look more alike with my last sis(2nd pic).. after all, both of us look so cute and bubbly with those spects on (PRASAAN!!) ahaxz!!

Yawn!! Guess im getting sleepy already.. aite till here for today! we'll meet again some other time alrite! toodles (",*)

HMm..

2006-01-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

Im back!! kk here's today's post.. hmm.. thought that i could achive that ME thingy.. yalah.. im left with 2104 more points which is 1 queen to hit that ME thingy.. nah~ wateve.. guess no more wasting time trying very hard to achive it.. im quiting anyway.. y is that so? hmm.. personal probs.. u dont have to know bout it.. kk enough of staying at home doing nothing.. it's time for me to search for a part-time or full-time jobs to earn extra cash.. gosh!! searching a job is harder than i thought.. majority in singapore, they will definately accept chinese or whoever that can speak in mandarin.. ya, ya.. wateve!! sikit2 bangsa dia.. i trully hate this kinda people.. hmph! eh hello!! dulu penduduk sini majority orang melayu aw.. tak malu ehk? pepandai tukar sesuka hati macam takde orang melayu kat sini jek!!.. hmph!

Haixz!! can't wait for my 'O' level results.. y? coz i wanna re-take la.. what im confident at is.. my malay surely pass! heheh bout english.. hmm.. dunno la.. so far i've never had a great marks before but i've tried my very best and even my teachers said that i've somehow improved! so can't predict what my marks for this subject would be.. bout my combine science.. hmm.. i think i'll get between D7 -F9 heheh.. thought of re-taking my O's at Queensfield.. maybe night class jekla.. coz morning wanna go work ar.. well, am i doing the right thing? am i in the right path? Oh gosh!! whatelse can i do? since my parents want me to work and at the same time continue on studying to get a brighter future.. i really wanna go poly and take nursing or accounting course.. at first, my parents agree with my plans.. then, dunno what hapen.. they somehow change their mind and want me to furthur my studies at Al-Zuhri taking SPU and Diploma then to UIA or KUIM and lastly at Al-Azhar.. gosh!! i can't believe that im about to enter this arabic world again!! i've tried explaining them bout my plans again and gives alot of reasons just because of wanting to enter poly.. right no still waitinig fotr their answer.. oh hopefully its gonna be a positive one.. Amin!!

ME By This Fri

2006-01-04T01:57:00.000+08:00

HMm.. get the title above? well im aiming to hit ME by this 060106 (Fri) is it possible? why i aim this fri? coz there's stage presentation at 7pm.. we got the chance to receive our badge on stage!! sape tnk seh.. bkn sng nk dpt on stage ni aw.. woW!! i have to hit my objective.. i really have to hit it.. why i say so coz i want it.. i have to make it happen.. i will make it happen.. i have to strive for it to make it happen.. i don't wanna think or wonder it to happen but i wanna make things happen.. yes i will!! how to hit it? well.. i've got everything planned! just follow the plan given by the managers.. next is to tawakkal alallah.. nah~ i dun have to worry as my collegue are always here for me.. so as my love ones gak.. which is my guy.. love you soo much syg! thanks aite for giving me all the support that i need n encourage me all the way to hit my position.. really apreciate it.. (",)

kLah guess that's all for today aite.. till the next post.. when i hit my ME gaknye ('winks')

Reality Of Life

2006-01-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hi all! its been quite a long time since my last post huh'? HMm.. as what you readers can read out the title above, "Reality Of Life".. Talking bout life, there's always an obsticles.. because of these obsticles, some people gives up and leads themself to suicide but there's also some people out there who keeps on standing.. bearing the pain that they've gone through -n- keeps on smiling, pretending to be happy though its all fake! after all, life must go on right?

As i step out to the world of reality.. Gosh! i just can't believe all the things that happens around me.. to turn back the time is of cause impossible.. but to continue this life by stepping forward, im afraid im too weak to hold on to it.. i can't just keep myself quiet -n- let things happen but what can i do? everything's going too fast.. what's left for me is to learn from every scene that've happen to the people around me.. im worry bout what's gonna happen next.. Oh how i wish to be strong enough to go through this life..

Dear close friends of mine,
im so sorry for not being by your side

when you need me..
i felt so sorry for not giving you

a shoulder to cry on..
the confort that you need..

hopping so hard for you to forgive me..
Oh please forgive me..
every single story that you've shared to me..
i do understand the pain that you've gone through..
but i just can't feel the pain that you've felt..
i can't forgive myself..
how can i not see the tears in your eyes?

-n- fell the pain in your silence?
what i've always saw is only smiles in your face

without realising its all a fake!
Once again i beg for your forgiveness

as i've not be a good friend of yours..
im so sorry.. ='(

Your sincerely,
~ NuRuL ~

Before i end my post today, i would like to inform all my friends that you all are not forgotten. i miss you all so much! wish to meet you all soon.. Love you! MmuUaCkz!! (",)

My Comment About My Job

2005-12-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

So far.. i've work with this company for nearly about 2 weeks.. well, here's my comment~ though this job gives me alot of pressure, i did gain alot from it.. As i start to learn more things about the outside world, i get more interested in this job.. Actually i join this job is just to benefits people especially my family -n- relative.. but after all.. guess now im continuing working with this company for soO many reasons which all the workers there have.. i did struggle at first.. Thanks to Mr. Junaidi, Ms. Raihan, Mr. Ayie -n- Mr. Adrian who have help me alot -n- gives me motivation -n- courage to fight for it.. Alhamdulillah, i am now qualified as an Agent going to be executive soon.. i Plan to be a Manager by this month but dunNo wether i can make it or not.. no confident leh.. what i can be confident at is being an executive.. hehehe HMm.. the hardest part for me is fixing an SA -n- closing the deals.. Guess i've got to follow plan B which is 'Recruitment" yeah!! gotta find some.. i won't stop fighting, no matter what.. when there's a will, there's gotta be a way! yeah!! tat's the spirit!! hehehe (",)

My Lil Sis

2005-11-28T22:44:00.001+08:00

Hi to all readers yg sudi menyinggah -n- membaca lelaman web ku yg mengarutz nie! Heheh wat susah jek buang2 mase korang suMe but i really appreciate it.. ThanXz aiTe! k for today's post, aku nk kenal kn korg ngn adik2 pompuan ku yang cantik manis nie.. hahaxz! nie lah gambar2 dorang.. erm klu korang ade berkenan kat salah satu adik aku ni.. jangan malu2 jangan segan2.. klu nk tackle 2 tackle jek tp tackle pakai sendirik nye care uh' ku takde mase nak layan korang nye blues! wakakah! kLah ku tanak membebel panjang Lagi.. perkenalkan adik ku yang berumur 15 tahun.. NieLah dia.. The Pink Panther a.K.a Jepon!! AhaXz!

Pink Panther a.Ka Jepon nie name gelaran de.. de dipanggil dgn name demikian kerane dekNi pendiam oRangnYe.. De sakit ke sedey ke ape ke sumenye de diam.. Dari waKTu de maSey keCik samPai La da BesaR panJang giNi pon maSey penDiam gak! tuLah de dapat geLaran Pink Panther.. Gelaran Jepon pLak diberikan semenjak de MaseY keCik Lagi. sebabnyE deKni terLaLu Lemah LembUt, berkuLit puTey mcm cina, ditambah pula dgn matanye yg kecik! huh, padan la tu.. bkn stakat tu jek.. kLu de tk pki tudong, org boley salah tafsir Ooo... ade ke paTut org kata adik ku niE oRg FiLipiNa? aDe pLak yang kate oRg jePon! HaiXz! peLik beToL La adik ku soRang niE..

HMm.. yg nie plak adik ku yang berumur 14 tahun.. nampak Lagi maTured daRi yg td kn? HeheHe kLu koRang nak tau.. Nielah adik ku yang paling rapat.. yang slalu share probs, byk tny, carik pasal ngn aku sume minah nie la.. kpo jek! ape yg aku buat sume de nk buat.. ape yg aku minat, de pn minat.. hobi aku sume jd hobi de gak.. pendek kate ape yg ade kene mengene ngn aku sume de nk follow.. kpo kn tu? ishk! ishk! ishk! dasyat uh!! tp dekNi beSt aw.. spORting org nye.. cuMe satu jek yg ku takLey angKat.. nak seRet pn tak LaraT Ooo.. Nie kan puLa nk taRik? HaiXz!! jgn haraP La yeE.. DeKni jiWangz 2 tHe maX nyE! biASer La.. ikoT jeJAk kakAK de beBERApe tahun yang LaLu.. sapE Lagik? aku Ler.. hehEHe tp skARAng da tak Lagi ah.. Gua da reLaX.. WeHEHe

kLah raSenye da cukop panjaNg da.. sampai b'temu d poSt yg aKan dtg ye! tata!! =D

Hari Raya Outing With BMC Buddies

2005-11-24T12:41:00.000+08:00

Hello peepz! here's a few photos' i would like to share with you all.. This photo were taken on the 23th Nov 05, the day we went for hari raya outing together.. it was damn fun! heheh

For ur info, the first 2 pics were taken at Hani's house.. The next 2 pics were taken at Aisya's house -n- the last pic lak were taken at Fareez's house..

From the left:~ a photo of me, followed by Lina -n- Hani

Back from the left:~ Herda(Diyana's lil sis) followed by Diyana, Hani, Aisya, Lina -n- Me!

Front from the left:~ Dunno his name(Diyana's lil bro) followed by Yati(Hani's cousin), izad(Lina's guy) -n- Fami(my guy) Heheh

Back from the left:~ Diyana, followed by Herda(Diyana's lil sis), Hani -n- Aisya

Front from the left:~ Me -n- Lina

From the left:~ Diyana, followed by Me, Herda(Diyana's lil sis), Hani, Aisya -n- Lina.. Erm yg pat bLakaNg skaLi tu Yati(Hani's couSin) dekTu beLen2 jek aHaxz!!

Back from the left:~ Me, followed by Lina, Fareez -n- Diyana

Front from the left:~ Hani -n- Aisya

p/s* this is his own house aw.. not his parent's house.. yeah! it the truth, no lies leh.. its his own house! don't beileve me? ask him urself la..

Yeh2! O level is over!!

2005-11-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

Yeh2! my last paper is over!! guess its time to enjoy now.. no more stressing myself over exam papers, books, waking up early in the morning and so on.. bla bla bla.. hahah planned to go for hari raya with my BMC friends tomorrow.. yeah!! at last.. gotta meet ya all!! Miss you all so much uh' O level results? nah~ don't wanna think about it now.. just feeling like sitting back, relax -n- enjoy the holidays.. Oh no!! suddenly this matter zaps me back to reality.. just a few more days to go -n- im WORKING!! oh gosh!! i don't think im ready to faced this.. are u hani? really wish that everything would go smoothly according to what we've planned.. oh i truly hope so.. haixz!!

Stressed with 'O' Level Papers Again

2005-11-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

HMm.. Geography Paper 1 stucked onto my mind early in the morning.. WaLaOWeiH!! waKing up Late sUm mOre.. HaiXz!! i wen't into the classroom about 10 minutes late.. HMm.. Papers quite hard Leh.. Never imagine it's gonna be this hard.. but after all.. its over now.. to late to regrets right? Guess what i have to do is keep stepping forward where the future lies with multiple paths beneath.. Hopefully im standing on the right one.. The ones that leads me to the peak of my success (What i've dreamt of).. k at around 10 am.. Here comes my Malay B Listening Compre (LC).. weLL this paper don't ask La ehk.. as what i've said the day before.. its damn crazily easy.. i can even spot the answer before hearing the story.. i wonder if all the papers in this world are as easy as these papers.. Guess nobody gonna fails -n- nobody gonna be called 'stupid' or 'idiot' or some other words connected to it.. hahah

K now bout my life.. guess not much different.. it's the same old me.. the slowest slowpoke, the most irritating gerl with her annoying crazy craps!.. Always laugh -n- smile (kinda happy-go-lucky).. Telling dummest jokes on earth you've ever heard which doesn't seems to be funny actually (fine!) haHaH! yeah daT me.. Can't deNied mY cLumsyneSs ~Dats fOr suRe~ aHaXz!! bTw.. i Love mYseLf.. esPeCiaLLy my BoRing Life.. HMm.. did i say Boring Life? weLL.. not really.. i have somebody to love now, soo.. its not that boring though.. hehehe jusT wish to spend more time with him.. Oh god!! i just can't describe how much i Love him.. HaiXz.. Can't stop thinking of him.. He's always in my mind.. Missing him soO much uh' (*HuGs*) MuAxZ!!

kLah till Here for toDay aiTe.. GuEss its toO Long aLready.. till neXt time.. SigNing off --->

Malay 'B'

2005-11-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today i got 2 'O' level papers to do.. They are Malay 'B' Paper 1 -n- 2.. Well.. this 2 papers is damn crazily easy! hahaha.. as u know.. the letter 'B' stands for 'BASIC'.. soO whenever there's a word 'BASIC', it means 'EASY' right? HMm.. Malay Basic.. Surely can get distinction! ~(prasaan)~ wakakah!! kk.. for paper 1.. i choose no 1.. which is letter writting.. not more than 150 words.. heh'.. for my Paper 2 pLak.. this part there's 'Happy' -n- 'Bored'.. Happy because i gotta finished this 1 hour paper in just 10 minutes.. Amacam Brani? hahah.. -n- im bored coz i have to spend another 50 minutes sitting on those chairs, staring on my writtened paper like a stupid idiot doing nothing! Gosh why can't they just release me earlier? it's better than wasting my time sitting on those chairs heating up my butt right? i just couldn't understand them.. or maybe.. they're jelouse? hahaha mapek jekla aku nie.. ahaxz!! whatever la ehk..

Alaaa.. asik crite psl my papers jek.. hmm k this time im gonna add in crite psl guy aku plak.. you know.. huh?! tk tau gak? Ler.. the guy whom i love soO much 2 La! nk tgk gMbr tgk pat my Friendster k.. HMm.. ni ku nk crite sikit jek aw.. kk.. here i start... jeng! jeng! jeng! I MISS HIM SO MUCH! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I HEART HIM SO MUCH! I SAYANG HIM SO MUCH! I WANNA KISS HIM SO MUCH- MUCH GAK AR~ MmUuaAhH! MmUuAaXxZz! MmUuAaCcKkXxZz!! ~ k dah, smp di sini jek crite nye k.. till the next post.. hahaha!!

My Geog -n- Maths papers

2005-11-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

HMm.. sorry for the late post updates.. my comp got attacked by Viruses again ar.. kk don't wanna talk about this thingy again.. back to today's topic aite.. Hmm.. what should i comment now huh? k about my Geography Paper 2.. this paper was quite easy yet i didn't really focus into studying it.. therefore.. i just write whatever i think is logic to the questions.. hehehe.. bout my Maths paper 2 plak.. wallaoweih!! i thought i've put enough effort here but after all.. im wrong! i just couldn't get those sums right! which also means that im lacking of practise.. Hmm.. if i were given a 2nd chance. i wish to do better this time.. InsyaALLAH!!

Have i finished my written papers? well the answer is NO! ive got.. 3 more days to go.. that is on the 14, which is my Malay B paper 1 -n- 2.. on the 16, Geography Paper 1 -n- Malay B Paper 3 -n- last but not least.. on the 22, my Science Paper 1..

soO.. till my next post aite.. Wassalam!

VIRUS AGAIN!!!

2005-11-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

Aaaargghh!!! why is this viruses keep attacking my comp! -n- just whats the matter with my bro? how many time should i remind him not to download online games.. haixz! whenever this comp got attack by viruses.. yeah.. just called out my name -n- i'll be setting up everything back to normal again.. easy huh? am i a miracle or something? after everything got back to normal.. yeah there i goes.. quarreling with my bro.. AGAIN!!.. i've had enough with your "Big Boss wanna be" just wake up -n- look through the reality!! lots of things you don't know have happen around here.. Do you realise it? huh' i guess not.. What you only know is your life -n- your happiness.. that's all right? haiXz.. guess just have to keep forgiving -n- forgetting these stupid scene.. My comp is ok now.. what i have to do is just wait for the next formatting session.. hahaha!

My English -n- Physics Papers

2005-11-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

4 this particular paper.. hmm beileve me not.. Guess this is the first time i say my English paper is damn easy! hahah tp klu nk ckp psl can score ke tk.. Hmm.. im not sure bout it ar.. just wish that i could pass.. Amin!! Paper 1.. Compo.. well i've got the time to finish my compo but not for my letter writing.. You know how slow i am right? soO it's myself again.. the same old me.. Hahah.. k for my Paper 2 plak.. which is my Compre.. HMm.. i favour the passage lots.. it's damn easy to understand! For the first time i gotta answer ALL the questions.. You know i know la ehk.. im the slowest slowpoke.. As usual.. HMm.. but lucky i gotta answer all.. Happy seh!! hahaha k bout my Science paper 2 (Physics) just as what i've expected.. I CAN'T DO IT!!! well that's the first -n- the last im gonna take Physics.. Yeah! i made my mind..

kLah.. n'nt ku melalot la plak.. noW i have to revise my Geography plak.. k bubyez Frenz!! =D

Today's ExAm Papers

2005-11-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

Well.. Well.. Well.. As what i've said the day before.. im siting for my Science paper 3 (Chemistry) -n- IRK paper 2 today.. HMm.. What should i say huh? Erm.. so far today's paper went on smoothly.. just as what i've planned.. My Chemistry paper aren't that hard though i didn't study well for this particular subject.. Lucky me i happend 2 think of revising about Mole concept Last Minute.. Which i don't really understand a thing about it! but after all.. at least i've some picture of what it is all about -n- believe me.. im still answering the wrong thing! Ahaxz!! Silly me.. Hehehe For my IRK paper 2.. this paper aren't that tough either.. its just the matter of myself.. Why didn't i think of studying the Islamic History? i could have answer the questions about Sayidina Umar Bin Al-Khattab seh.. i know its damn easy for some of you.. but then its me again who's digging my own grave.. Hahaha Padan Muka! Anyway.. Worry me not coz i've choosen some other quetions instead.. (*winx*) Tp ntah la betol ke tk pe yg ku tulis.. Wehehe

Overall comment about today's paper~ i guess i can score for this two papers.. Can i? Only god knows.. As for myself.. i've done my best.. Erm actually no Lah.. coz i studied last minute.. how can i say i've done my best.. right? Ok2.. i know this part's dragging Ahaxz!! what i wanna say is.. i've studied.. Even though i didn't make it to the fullest.. but at least i've studied right? -n- what's left for me to do now is.. Tawakkal A'lallah.. Yeah!

kLah.. i've to study for tomorrow's paper plak.. oh ya.. wish me luck for my papers aite.. especially my Science paper 2 (Physics).. Which i've never score since the 1st day i took this subject.. but im gonna try again this time.. "Just-Pass" is better than "Fail" right? im gonna strive for the best.. Yeah! That's the spirit gal! Never Ever gives up.. Just continue to 'Pressed On'! To my BMC friends (+:.. Di-Lina-Hani-Aisya-Mas ..:+) i know korg pn skaki ngn aku gak.. but whatever it is -n- no matter how hard the papers gonna be.. i don't want you all to loose your confidence.. try to score as high as possible kaiez.. till we meet again.. Wassalam.. (",)

Ma PaPer 1 MaThs

2005-11-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

Gosh!! This paper was damn hard seh!! if im not mistaken.. i left out about 6 to 8 que.. Hmm.. its not the matter of time shortage actually.. its just the matter of myself.. my mind.. by right i can finish it before hand.. i just couldn't put myself together.. As soon as i flip over the que paper.. all the formula that ive memorise -n- practice went off! Haixz! it's caused by lack of practice i guess or maybe confidence or low self- esteem? HMm.. Only god knows.. but wateve i've went through today.. i won't let it effect my tomorrow's papers -n- the day after or should i say all my upcoming papers? Walaoweih!! tomorrow's gonna be my IRK paper 2 -n- Chemistry papers.. Wish me luck aite.. Oh ya.. for my BMC friends, especially '+:..Di-Hani-Lina-Aisya-Mas..:+' -n- not to forget to all of you who happens to sit for 'O' lvl this year.. GoOd LuCk 4 yA PapErs aiTe!! To my syg.. if you happen to read this post.. Gd Luck 4 ur exams dear.. Strive for the best k.. soO bLey continue ur studies to Azhar.. May u pass your exams with flying colours.. Amin! =)

kLah.. guess till here for today.. gotta study for my next papers ar.. bubyez to all! Hehehe =D

HaRi Raya Pic <05112005>

2005-11-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

Finally gotta meet my cousin dila -n- have a long girl talk with her.. Wow!! how much i miss all my gilerz member.. HaiXz.. Think of goin for Hari Raya together with ya all.. but inform me when -n- what time la k.. ahaxz!! perasan seh.. sape la nk ajak ku beraye.. wakakah!!

Well-well.. i've just taken this pic.. hmm if you look at it clearly.. this is the pic of my cousin dila.. she came to my house!! Wah!! still preety -n- jambu like before.. eh tklah.. more preetier -n- jambu-ier ahaxz!!

hmm kLh.. this is for todays post.. till tomo aite! Bubyez!! (",)

IRK Paper

2005-11-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

WaLaOweiH!! im Late!! My Paper suPpose to sTart at 2.30pm.. because of arRiVing Late.. aGain.. ThereFore i StaRt at 2.45pm.. LucKy mE im sTiLL aLLow to siT for tHose paPers.. HaiXz.. caN't heLp it La.. im aLwaYs Late.. aCtuaLLi i weNt off fRom hoMe an Hour eArLier.. tp paTah aLik uMa.. coz foRget to bRing my eZLink -n- IC.. oh Gosh!! how can i be soO carELesS!! HaiXz.. RigHt oW.. HmM.. im geTTing mySeLf reaDy for my Next paPer -n- daT wouLd be Maths paPer 1 whiCh wouLd be on This coMing Monday.. HMm.. im sTresS!! im noT reAdy foR my sCienCe paPer.. Oh ya.. not To fOrget MY gEoGrAPHy PApErs toO.. Oh gOd!! What am i supPose to do Now?! HmM.. gUesS suMHow i goTta reLax mY minD.. wiSh mE Luck aiTe..

Selamat Hari Raye!!

2005-11-03T08:44:00.000+08:00

wiShinG tO aLL mY MusLim bRo -n- siS '+:.. SeLamat Hari Raya AiDiL FitRi ~ ..:+' moHon maAf zaHir -n- baTin.. kLu nU aDe t'kaSar baHase kE t'sinGgung pRasaAn kE t'ngumpat ke t'buLi ke t'kuTok ke t'papELa yg seWakTu dgn nYe.. nU menYusuN 10 jaRi moHon aMpun -n- maAf dr sumE teMan2.. maAf kan nu ehk.. weLL.. to my BMC frEnz~ misS ya aLL soO mUch deaR!!.. to mY fRenz frOm MAI~ wisHing to meEt ya aLL ar.. to mY neTBaLL fRenZ.. misS ya aLL gak ar.. biLa nk main neTbaLL seSame Lagi? rinDu uh' ahAxz!! hmm.. to my siLat fRenz.. espEciaLLy misS ya cRazy cRaps seH! biLa nk jmp Lagik ar? nx siLat tRaining kn?! haiXz! LamenyE.. kLah.. waTevE it is.. wisHing ya aLL to be hapPy aLwayS wiTh uR Love oNes.. maY Hari Raya this Year bRings ya LotS of sWeEt meMoRies.. Adioz!! (",)

Memorable Netball Pics

2005-10-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

While i was busy clearing up my drower.. i suddenly found this memorable pics.. Think of sharing this pics with u all..

This is a picture of our 1st netball tournament.. it was taken right after our match.. erm if im not mistaken.. this tournament was held at Yishun by PKMS.. HMm.. After going through the hard training together.. finally we won! although we've won silver.. but im happy coz i've just got my 1st medal!! Wow!! what a grate moment..

This is a picture of our netball team.. both senior -n- junior gathering toghter having picnic at Pasir Ris relaxing -n- enjoying ourselves just before going for our next friendly match with the RKM netballers..

-n- this is a picture of me n my netball members.. this photo was taking right after finishing our friendly match with the RKM netballers.. Alhamdulilah, this match went on smoothly..

Gosh!! how i miss my netball so much.. Really hope that Pemulia Netball to resume training as soon as possible.. Been missing my netball frenz so much uh'..

HMm.. till then.. take care aite frenz.. i'll be ending my post here.. bubyez!! (",)

What A Great Start

2005-10-05T05:53:00.000+08:00

Yeh2! puasa da start.. aHakz!! oh i misS this kinda situation soO much!! You know.. the time where all the family members gather on to one table having their breakfast together.. joking around, laughing over those funny jokes, sharing thoughts and point of view.. WaLaoWEi!! what a great start of the day.. hmm.. but based on my memories.. those ramadhan a few years back is the best!! yeah.. no doubt to this one.. anyone agree with me?! Ahaxz! hmm.. kLah.. i gotta get myself ready to sch.. u guyz have a great day aite.. TakE caRe aLwayz.. coz u won't know.. maybe soMEone out tHEre carEs u mOSt (*wink*) (",)

oLa aLL!!

2005-10-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Wishing all of u to be in the great health n iman amin!Hmm.. First of all i would like to say sorry to all my loyal friends who have spend a little bit of their time visiting my blog just to read out my post but unfortunately.. i've dissapoint them by not updating my blog since September 11.. heheh sorry ya guyz.. i've got alot of things to do now ar.. gotta concentrate on my studies, my life and not to forget my love ones too.. hmm oh ya.. since the fasting month have arrive.. therefore im here to wish u all happy fasting! hahah cACat ehk? klah i mean "sLamat BerPuase!!' hMm kn sEDap ciKiT bunYinye.. ahaxz! ngAroTz jeK aku Nie.. WeHEhe.. soRry ar DragGiNg.. heheh well may all your good deeds be blessed by him, the almighty, the creator of this whole world! amin! hmm kLah.. gueSs tiLL heRe jeK La.. wiShing u aLL the besT in WaTeVe ur Doing.. To My fRiends who is Taking 'N' lvl, 'O' lvl, 'A' lvl, PSTE, PSLE or wateVE exAmz This YeAr.. May u aLL pasS wiTh fLyinG coLourS.. Amin!! Last but NOt Least.. i juSt caN't deNied This.. oH how Much i MisS my NetBaLL soO Much!! When is tHe TraiNing GoNna reSumE? KeEp mE up To daTe aiTe.. Take CaRe aLL BuByez!!

ESHA OVERALL CHAMP 2005!!

2005-09-11T11:47:00.000+08:00

As wat u can see from the title above.. ESHA win as overall champion 2005!! we've beat the 'giant' down! that's the greatest achievement the pesilat have shown.. wow!! all the ESHA members were damnly happy seh.. we jump! n run! n dance! n sing! joyfully.. what a day.. i really enjoy it.. u can see the cheer looking faces on each n everyone of the pesilat ESHA n the members n whoever that got to do with ESHA.. we shout out loud when 'perguruan GRASIO' were announce to win the 2nd place coz we know.. with this.. we'll be at the 1st place.. thanks to STA for getting one of pesilat GRASIO down.. thats our luck seh! or else.. ESHA will be biting their own finggers! hahah well i can't wait to join the match next year.. im getting myself ready now.. but still not ready yet lah.. soon i'll be ready.. and when that time come.. i won't b turning back again.. Ceh! action ehk?! blum pape.. berangan jek lebey! hahaha kk i know this pat drag seh.. wehehe.. hmm think of doing 'ganda' with marsilla next year ar.. tkpe2 still got time to train heheh.. but one thing i wanna do n im confirm that i will learn n train hard on it striving for my place.. that is 'Tunggal'!! heheh this is wat i really wanna do seh.. best aw.. dpt main 'Toya' n

'Golok' and the most challenging part is to finished it within 3minutes sharp! if possible la.. ahaxz! eh klah guess till here jek kaiez.. gtg nite2 al!! ('',)

Tie-A-Yellow Ribbon Walk

2005-09-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm this is the picture of Diyana, Me, Lina n Hani.. we went for the Yellow Ribbon walk yesterday.. just faving fun time together.. we felt so energetic that day.. taking photos everywhere n the noisiest group among the others.. hahah hmm actually im sleepy aw coz i slept at 4.30am the day before and woke up at 6am.. lucky Hani sms me at 6am.. if not i guess im still in my dream seh.. erm.. i meet Hani at her area at about 7.15am and take bus no. 2 all the way to our destination.. as what i know.. there was about 15K participant there.. byk ehk? me and Hani having difficulties searching for Lina and Diyana.. but at last we found each other in the middle of the crowd.. i didn't expect that my Silat members also took part.. i only realised when they call out my name from behind while i was having fun laughing, running and cutting through others way pulling my friends forward forcing them to walk faster.. hahah paisey seh.. erm i guess the silat team that took part are all nasional athlets.. i think ar.. im not sure with it.. hmm klah.. gtg now.. got nothing else to type out ar.. till the next post.. Adioz! =}

CONGRATULATION!!

2005-09-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

First of all i would like to Congrates Nurin for winning gold in category 'SENI TUNGGAL PUTERI' PRE-JUNIOR.. Hey, u've done well gal.. you know what.. im jealous of ur 'Tendang Kuda'.. its marvelous!! heheh as for Solihin.. congrates to u to for winning Silver in category 'SENI TUNGGAL PUTERA' PRE-JUNIOR.. U're great! Well done!.. u're 'sikap tangan' -n- 'bunga2' really impressed me seh.. very nice.. i love it! (",)

Next, congrates to Hazirah for winning the match.. hmm if im not mistaken.. now, u're going to final right? or is it Semi?! im not sure bout this.. erm.. whatever it is.. i wish u all the best in u're match huh..

As for my bestie friend in silat, Wafa.. i truly hope that u're ready for u're coming match.. let the sparks of fire light up gal! (",) Erm.. u're fighting with 'Titi Pinang' right? Guess what? i have confidence in u wafa.. u gonna win GOLD!! Yes u will!! u're talented.. don't keep u're talent for nothing.. use it! Work on the stratergies given by Abg Im.. i now u can do it.. Gold is u're aim! why waste u're time? Grab it!!(",)

guess that's all for today's post.. tkcr ya friends! bubyez!!

Good News For my Family

2005-08-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. ive got good news for my family today.. i've fixed my hp comp!! therefore my dad can save his money.. he don't have to call uncle david to repair it.. hahah besides, his files and document are all safe heheh.. now i can say good bye to all the stupid viruses n spywares.. no more hangs.. happy seh! Yippy!! hahaha da bleh download msn 7.0, photo editter n byk lagi ar.. heheh happy nye!! =P

Jovial about..

2005-08-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

im feeling so jovial today bcoz im able to get through the internet at last! hahah with this.. i can surf the net, chat with my friends, play online games, etc.. isn't that great? hmm.. my friends out there must be wondering how i did it.. bcoz as what they know, my comp(hp) have been infected by the stupid Trojan viruses n spywares which causes my comp to be extremly slow! and keeps on hanging even though i didn't set it to be online.. well.. here is how it happens.. while i was siting infront of my comp(hp) playing with my kittens, i sudddenly come to an idea of setting up the internet on my other comp(iMac).. since i have 2 comps at home.. at first, i didn't expect this idea to succeed but somehow i taught of giving it a try.. however, it turns out to be a 'green light'.. hmm thanks to Allah for giving me those idea when i really need it.. Alhamdulillah.. now, my little sis can proceed searching information through internet for her school project.. tnxz to me (prasan) hahah i mean tnxz to Allah the most almighty.(",)

stress!!

2005-08-18T11:34:00.000+08:00

haizz.. im so stress!! coz i cant get through my internet.. i've just get all the viruses cleaned but y this comp keeps on hanging?! gosh!! im bored.. hmm.. besides.. im stress up by my prelim exams.. which is just around the corner.. my prelim starts from 13th Sept onwards.. gosh!! im not prepare for the exams aw.. haizz.. in addition.. i've just got my mid-year results and the remarks are all in red! except for one.. and that should be 2nd language of coz.. fyi.. whats my future gonna be with this kinda results?! only god knows.. hmm.. i just wish i can do better for my prelim n my 'O'..

Cute Kitten

2005-08-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

Akumz all!! hmm.. im now using my school computer coz my comp cannot get through the internet ar.. gosh!! bingit aw.. Leceh lak tu.. every time i wanna use the net i have to go to my friends place.. haizz.. kk.. erm well this pic here were taken infront of TKC.. on my way to malay class.. aren't this kitten cute?! heheh hmm klah.. guess dats all for today.. gotta make my move now.. the workers here are really irritating seh.. hmm.. k lah.. till the next post wokeiz.. wassalam

HMm

2005-08-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Akumz all!! hmm.. wat should i type out today uh?! erm oh ya.. about PSK thingy.. well im not in coz i purposely back out.. wanna know why? hmm it's bcoz of my 'O' level la.. wat my mum just said really fear me.. well she said im aloud to do or involve in any outdoor activities i want but with one condition.. what?! hmm well if i fail my 'O' or i get an unsatisfied result.. then there would be no more outdoor activity for me next year.. gosh!! that's not fair!! who can bear siting at home for 24hrs anyway?! not me of course! i can't sit at home and face the book all the time.. i can go nuts! uff!! well guess i gotta put my outdoor activity aside for a moment.. till after my O at least.. hmm.. books.. books.. books.. haizz.. bley giler aku aw.. hmm

aaarrrggh!

2005-07-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

Haizz.. i kinda miss my "old" brother sooo much! he's now seldom at home.. He'll always be soooo free for his fiancee even though he's actually not! and he'll always be toooo busy for his own family.. gosh! he's the only son in the family.. don't he know his responsibilities?! dosen't he have any family?! dosen't he have any home?! why must he meet his own family once a month! while meeting with his finacee and her family once a day or more?! is she and her family are much more important than his own family?! is she the only one can make his life complete?! i just couldn't understand this life.. it's just too complicated to understand.. hmm guess wat?! i've just receive a call from him.. wat the hell shit is he talking about sa! he want me to send his cloths to his working place.. why cant he just go home and change? saying that ur working hard till don't have the time to be with ur family but end up still borrowing money from people.. eh hello!! u call that working 24 hours?! wat the hell shit is this?! Damn it!! u'll be such a nice, great brother when u need a favour from ur sis.. is this the way u treat us?! haizz.. sometime.. i feel like having no brother is better.. as days have passed.. u're making me to hate u more and more.. what makes u change anyway?! u're not like this before.. u are the one who i praised most as my elderst siblings.. but what have u become now? when will my brother come back? my brother whom i loves most.. i really miss his..

No More "Regu"

2005-07-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

Ola guyz! hmm as wat the title above is..No more "Regu" training for now.. eheh.. well im learning "Tunggal" instead.. Imran wants me to learn it from Fizah.. wow.. my 1st lesson was quite though ma.. all the moves must be as perfect as i can.. though nobody is perfect in this world.. huh! hmm Fizah must be so stressful teaching me those moves.. almaklum.. im a slowpoke! (did i spell this correctly? hmm watever..) hahah well im really slow at catching up those moves.. kuang3! hahakz.. the others who learn together with me have already finish the "jurus" and they will roceed to "jurus yg pki pisau" hmm.. as for me.. alahaiz.. ive just reach till "jurus 5 jek" and i still need to improve it.. heheh.. so slow!! hmm.. but wateve it is,... just 1 thing i really hope wont happen.. and that is.. forgetting those moves.. hahah.. as wat my fren knows.. im a hyper-forgetful gal.. erm.. got to practice everyday so that i won't forget it.. hmm hopefully i don't forget it la.. AMIN!! heheh hmm guess that's all ya.. adiosso!!

VIRUS!!

2005-07-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

oLa peepz!! hmm.. im now still at BMC using the comp.. well just wanna inform u all that i won't b typing out my post for a moment as my IE was attack by this stupid Virus.. haizz.. but thank god! i can still use my msn to chat with my frenz.. heheh.. hmm klah den.. dats all ya.. till next post.. nieway take care ya peepz.. tata!!

Todays' Silat Training..

2005-07-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Todays silat training was really tough but i guess the more tougher one is yet to come.. Arrgh!! tired!!! gosh.. today.. we got 2 team.. the Senior and the Junior team.. i was in the Senior team of coz.. hmm as for the Juniors.. they have to jog for 5 rounds only and train their basic kicks then.. as for the Seniors.. they don't have skill training today but they have stamina buid-up and dats all! hmm sounds easy huh.. it might sounds easy for u peepz.. try and do it and experience it urself! only then u will know how challenging it is.. haizz.. well.. we (Seniors) have to jog 10 rounds + 3 sets of going up and down the stairs which has 11 floor with 8x2 steps! dats not all.. we got to do 10 more sets of sprinting! gosh!! but my stamina is not dat good la.. heheh.. so instead of jogging 10 rounds.. i jog 5 rounds jek.. the other 5 rounds erm i walk + jog la.. heheh don't understand is ur prob! wakaka.. hmm for the 3 sets of going up and down the stairs.. hmm.. the first 2 sets.. i went till 8 storey only.. heheh but the last sets i really do it.. 'penat' ah.. hmm as for the 10 sets of sprinting.. this one i didn't 'kelong' ar.. this one i really do it.. Guess what.. after all the tough training.. it come to and end at last.. heheh.. haiz.. klah.. till here jek k.. tired of typing ar.. Chachinchao!! =D

What a Day!

2005-06-30T18:05:00.000+08:00

well.. hmm here's my story for today.. right after school, i accompanied hanisah to Orchard as she want to buy a pair of slipper at Far East.. but.. as soon as we reach Orchard.. we can't find Far East anywhere.. We walk here and there searching for the place until we both got so tired and hungry therefore, we drop at the McD for launch.. after both of us are quite full.. we continue our journey finding where the hell is Far East pLaza located! but we find no sign of it.. at last we decided go to Bugis instead.. heheh so supid ehk? how can we be so blind! heheh haizz.. hmm after buying the slipper at Parco Bugis Junction den we go for a window shopping.. at around 3+.. we decided to go how.. as i and hanisah was waiting for our bus to come.. we saw alot of Al-junied student heading towards Bugis MRT.. there i saw my best friend.. Siti Nurulhuda.. Long time never see her.. good thing she can still reconise me.. eheh.. hmm.. after hanisah'bus come.. i went home with my best friend taking mrt to Eunos n than bus to my place.. hopefully both of us don't lost contact again.. (",)

PSP FINAL!!

2005-06-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today is the end of PSP match.. hmm Hafizah(my friend) who do 'Tunggal' for SENI.. she lost.. hmm nevermind.. try again on this coming PSK match wokeiz.. keep up the great moves! hmm for Izhar, Imran's brother.. congratulation to you as you have won gold for category 'tanding'.. for Hazirah.. good try.. at least you have won silver for category 'tanding'.. for Subhi, Farid and Fairuz.. congratulation to you for winning bronze.. do better next time ya guyz.. hmm for the rest of pesilat Setia Hati ESHA who took part in this PSP' match.. although you all lost.. lose once does not means you will lost forever.. therefore have the courage to win the next time wokeiz.. erm as for Sifa.. i don't know what to say.. looks like you will never change.. haizz.. well whatever it is.. just wanna congrates you for winning 2 gold medal for catogory 'tanding' and 'regu putri'.. (",)

No Training For Me?!

2005-06-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today.. i was late to silat.. as soon as i reach Eunos CC.. i quickly change from my casual outfit to my silat outfit.. as soon as im ready.. wan (my senior) said to me that there's no training for me today coz lots of my friend didn't turn up.. haizz.. why don't you tell me earlier sey.. so that i don't have to rush myself here.. haiz.. i look so stupid with my silat outfit standing in the middle of the basketball court doing nothing! haizz.. den i help cik yunos (guru silat) to teach the juniors.. i mean the beginers.. haizz they're all soo cute.. so bubbly.. heheh dalah.. guess dats all k..

My MaThs ReSuLt

2005-06-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

olala guyz!! hmm i've received my mid-year maths paper this morning and started to calculate my total marks immidiately.. hmm i was dissapointed when i got my overall result.. i got less than a quarter of the full marks! 'teruk' kn!! haiz.. guess i need a tutor for this subject.. hmm thought of asking cer shahrin for help but still waiting for his answer.. hmm.. hopefully he don't mind teaching this dummy gal! haizz hmm i wonder.. what's gonna be with my other paper.. especially my geography and science paper.. the most lame fucking paper! hmph!! gosh!! guess im gonna failed my 'O'.. sedey say.. Uwaaah!! snif-snif.. ='(

Today's PSP Match

2005-06-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

Ola guyz.. here's the story for today.. Sifa, an old friend of mine from Cekak Serantau..she's doing good and now heading towards final.. She will be fighting against my friend (my team), Hazirah from Setia Hati Esha.. hmm.. who will win gold? come on down to Singapore Silat Federation this 26th June and watch it yourself!! tickets in will be sold at the entrance for $5-Adult and $2-children..erm Izhar, Imaran's brother are fighting for gold too.. As for Subhi.. i don't really understand why.. he have fight well and he got alot of point but in the end.. he lost.. nobody can explain why.. haizz.. As for Siti Fairuz.. she actually have alot of advantage bcoz her opponent were totally weak on the second round.. she can score from here.. but what past have past.. hopefully she do better next time.. or should i say next year.. heheh.. hmm.. so far.. Esha have won 3 bronze altogether from Subhi, Farid and Fairuz.. Esha's only hope to win gold are Hazirah and Izhar.. wishing them good luck for their final this 26th June, Sunday.. (",)

Choosen to be a Trainer

2005-06-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

Wan, the 'pesilat' who teach seni such as 'jurusan' and 'belebat' at Eunos CC, Setia Hati Esha.. request me and my guy to be a trainer for every saturday training..why did he choose me and m guy? hmm.. he choose my guy coz he's categorised as 'bdk lama'..but as for me.. i don't really know why..erm well from my own view..i think for my guy to become a trainer.. should be la.. but not for me..why do i say so? bcoz im a new 'pesilat' who have joined in for just about 3 month..less than a year..besides.. i don't really know remember all the 'jurusan', 'belebat' and the basic of Esha..how can i be a trainer? isn't it sound stupid? Gosh!! i don't know what to say.. what i will be doing now is just wait and see what happend next..

Slacking Sa

2005-06-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

today's silat training goes as per normal.. 2 rounds of jogging around the CC.. head to toe stratch then shutter run (test of stamina) for 1 min followed by skill training.. during skill training.. as usual we are trained to do all the basic moves such as side and front.. with speed and force of coz.. hmm this time.. my kicks all 'hancur!'.. wanna know why? cos i didn't put any attention to it.. i didn't focus and i play around.. hahah.. gosh! what's wrong with me?! haizz..

News About Kak Mars

2005-06-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today.. i was supposed to go for my science practicle but i cancelled my decission last minutes and stay at home instead.. haizz what a sad news.. why? hmm.. here's the story.. actually before i decided not to go to red hill for my practicle.. i happened to massage my friend, which can aslo be said as my science practicle partner, kak marshita.. i ask her wether she's goin for practicle or not.. and the one in red font is what she reply (Nurul, i da tak go class at bmc school. i da tukar kat queensfield sch. sebab my dad suruh tukar becos of sch fees.jgn bilang silla ok.she dont know.) the next massage is dedicated to the bmc friends especially Aisya, Nisah, Dayah, Mas, Ain and Lina (i will be missing u all alot) haizz.. now.. who am i going to partner with? who will explain to me the topic that i dont really understand? hmm.. guess im on my own now.. for Kak Mars.. if you happend to read this.. i would like to say thanks alot for giving me a hand on my studies and i'll be missing you too.. oh ya.. don't forget to give me a call as soon as you get your 'O' result ya.. so that we can go poly together.. till we meet again.. Take care ya sis! (",)

PSP (Semi)

2005-06-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

heheh.. btw.. i will only type out about my guy's match, the one next after him (Sifa) and the tragedy that had happened to one of the pesilat (my team) during the match itself.. wokeiz.. here's the story begins.. my guy's match falls on the 5th game.. which can also be said as the first match for ESHA.. well.. he got injured at the first round.. it all happened when his opponent hit his left knee.. since my guy have dis-locate his left knee before.. thus, he have difficulty to kick.. however he have try his very best.. hmm even though he have lost the match.. one thing that im proud about is.. at least he try instead of surrender.. heheh jaiyid!! (",) hmm the next match was Sifa's game.. well.. frankly speaking.. she's not that good.. she actually win by luck.. look at her opponent.. but not to worry.. she'll meet her match soon.. on the final game i supposed.. erm to Sifa.. if you happend to read this.. im sorry to say that you really need to improve.. you have the moves but you don't have the teknik.. aplly some.. InsyaAllah.. you can get gold for it.. anyway.. good moves!! (",) hmm.. when my friend's match have come.. here is where the tragedy begins.. it all started when the opponent itself.. which is the PSH 'main taik!'.. we call this guy 'the bulldoser'.. why? hmm its another story heheh.. k erm.. as what all pesilat know.. you cannot punch or kick or attack the person when your opponent do the 'guntingan' or 'sapuan' on you.. well it usually happen unplaned.. but this bulldoser guy planed to injured the pesilat just to make himself happy as he know that he have already lost! because he didn't get any point from the start.. well.. this scene make Cik Ali and Cik Razif out of control.. hey you shouldn't involve politik here ok.. we were supposed to play a 'clean' match!! haizz.. why they involved about politik? haizz.. that's a long story.. hmm i wonder what will happened to Izhar and that 'sotong kering!' hopefully it's not gonna be like this again.. erm guess that's all the news i have for thish Semi.. i'll update it as soon as i'm back from the Quarter final ya! (",)

Me?! A Trainer!?!

2005-06-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

olalala!! heheh.. hmm today's training.. i thought we will learn seni or jurusan but.. we were ask to be a trainer instead.. haizz.. we got to teach the younger one's which their age is between 4 to 10 i think to do the 'belebat' and 'jurus satu'.. gosh!! the one that is below 5 year old are harder to teach as they are too playful.. besides.. they don't even understand what we are talking about.. hmm whateve it is.. we have to teach.. just gotta control our temper and be friendly to them.. haizz.. the next thing we know.. wan, our senior said that he will give our name to the person incharge so that wheneve they need a trainer.. they could call us out for help.. der!! i don't think i can do this.. hmph!! ='(

tired

2005-06-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. actually i got no mood to type out my story today but since i have the time and im not yet sleepy.. so betta type out now.. heheh wokeiz.. here's my story for today.. its about.. as usual.. my silat training.. gosh!! it's getting harder and harder.. i mean much more challenging than before.. guess because they want us to be prepare for the PSP and PSK match.. and not to forget the friendly match too hmm.. oh ya.. maybe ill join the PSK match this year.. hmm got to get myself improve before august.. haizz.. so tired la.. today's training.. after we had about 2 rounds of jogging around the CC.. we do our head to toe stratch and we are ready for the next training.. hmm.. the next training involve speed and stamina.. we are supposed to do 3 sets but 2 sets is enough to get me exhausted.. hahah thus, i went to the toilet with one of my friend to hide so that i dont have to do another sets.. wakaka after taking about 5 minutes break.. we do alot of basic kick and improve some of our moves.. guess as for me.. what i need is speed.. coz i've got no speed erm i mean im quite slow.. really.. no doubt.. heheh hmm.. how am i going to speed-up? u guyz got any idea besides training? let me know huh.. (",)

Happy Birthday Dila!!

2005-06-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you..
Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to Nurfadilah..
Happy Birthday to you..

This is the picture of my cousin(dila) -n- me!

well ya peeps.. wanna know something? today is my cousins birtday!! yippy!! heheh.. hmm actually my family and i plan to come over her place just to visit her mother whom have just went out from the hospital..as soon as we reach there.. she was having a fiest with her big family..since me and my family were there.. therefore we ate her cake too.. yummy!! the cake is quite nice! its a pandan and kaya flavoured cake.. wow!! hahah hmm guess that's all ya.. heheh

PSP is now on!!

2005-06-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

hey ya peepz!! first of all i would like to say sorry for not updating my story for the past few days.. my internet got probs are.. i just can't connect to the internet.. haizz oh ya.. secondly.. i sorry to my dearest friend, nisah coz last minute i can't make it to help ur uncle on the 'kendarat' thing.. sorry ya.. hmm here's my story for today.. erm well this morning.. i went to the Silat Federation to watch the PSP match.. i reach my destination at around 10+ am but i didn't went in straight.. instead i meet my friend infront of the Bedok indoor stadium.. at around 11am i think.. we went in the silat federation together.. i was supposed to pay $2 for the ticket in but i went in free (dasyat ehk?) wehehe.. hey!! guess what.. as soon as i went in the silat federation.. i meet kak Halimah and sifa.. both of them are in the Cekak Serantau Team.. gosh!! they are so 'action' sa (especially sifa..menyampah aku!!) i got to know that sifa is playing for the match in Putri kategori 'A'.. maybe her match will be on this sunday.. gosh!! i got to watch this..heheh hmm wateve it is.. just wish who eve is playing for the match ALL THE BEST!! hmm.. klah.. till here for today..

Trial -n- Selection for PSB

2005-05-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm where should i start.. erm oh ya.. i've been so busy today.. one day straight im not at home.. wanna know my story?.. here i begin.. this morning i was so 'paisey' coz i went to school with my silat pants.. right after school.. i went to HP (my mum's shop) to have my launch.. then at around 5pm i take bus 854 with my guy all the way to Eunos MRT to meet 1 of the pesilat.. then we went to Ayer Rajah CC together.. we reach our destination at around 7.30pm i think.. as soon as we reach there.. we quickly change to our silat outfit and get ourself ready.. at around 8pm i guess.. the match started.. Fad ask me to join the match but i dont want to.. why?! because im not ready for it.. in addition, im new and have no confident to fight compared to the other pesilat which have at least 1 year experience.. what if i stand like a statue doing nothing in the middle of the mat?! what if i suddently be blur by the moment i step in the mat?! haizz.. frankly speaking.. im not ready to face it.. i need more time to built up my confident.. k back to the story.. the match finished at around 10pm.. then selection for PSB begins.. as what i know.. all the Pesilat from Eunos CC were selected accept Harun -n- Sukma.. either one of them will be in -n- the other will be out.. Therefore.. if they want to b selected in the PSB match.. they would have to fight for it.. just wish u guyz good luck!

Training was Cancelled

2005-05-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

As for today.. we were suppose to have fitness training at Bedok Stadium.. so i meet my guy at Hougang Point (my mum's shop) and take bus 854 from there to Bedok.. Then we walk from Bedok interchange all the way to Bedok stadium.. Guess what.. the moment we reach our destination, there was no pesilat there.. then my guy try to contact Imran but we aren't able to reach him so my guy call his brother instead.. after calling Imran's brother then we got to know that the fitness training for today was cancelled.. haizz the reason is because they want pesilat to save their energy for wednesday.. why? because maybe we will be having a trial match on that night.. hmm what esle should we say.. hmm as the fitness training was cancelled so we watch soccer instead.. gosh!! if this is how our S'pore will be playing for the international match.. i can gurantee that S'pore will lose.. wanna know why? its because they're all playing without stratergy!! they didn't use their energy to strike but they use their energy by running from one end of the field to the other instead!! haizzwhat a game.. hmm klah guess that all.. tata titi tutu =)

Training at 2 venue

2005-05-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

ola peepz!! heheh hmm today i got silat training at 2 venue.. one is at multi-purpose hall near Hougang Point while the other is at Eunos CC.. i reach at the first destination (HP) at around 5.30pm im late actually coz the training start at around 5pm heheh.. i came for training at this place to learn about seni silat (eg. Tunggal, Regu, etc) as i was given an apportunity to do Regu for PSB (InsyAllah) at around 8+pm i reach at another destination (CC) for olahraga training.. we were ask to recall back our jurusan.. if im not mistaken, we've recall until jurus 5 or 6.. Then we were trained on our defending and attacking skills.. That's what i did today.. (",)

Trial PSB posponed

2005-05-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. we were suppose to have trial 4 PSB match tonight but we were inform that the trial was cancelled! therefore we 've got to do our own training then.. hmm there was about 3 girls and 4 boys who came for the training..the 4 boys were trained by Imran while we girls were trained by Fad.. i'm not sure what the boys were learning n trained on but we girls learn n trained on how to sharpen-up our basic skills (eg. front kick, side kick, etc) and we girls also learned how to use the 'sikap pasang' with confident.. dats all.. the 'paisey' part is when i kick the punching bag and fall.. just like 'nangka busuk'!! kahkahkah heheh klah friends.. i'm sleepy ar..nite2!!

No improvement..i think

2005-05-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

For today's silat training.. we were to jog around the Eunos CC for only 2 rounds! but after making the 2 rounds, we were ask to do a few sets of pysical excercise.. then we have about 5 mins break n with our vest and padding on coz we've got practicle training.. a few moves and now, we are ready for sparring.. gosh!! i don't think im ready but what should i do? just have to try out.. hmm when my name was called.. haizz with just ONE moves from my oppenent.. im out!! wanna know why? coz im not ready so i didn't make my move and her kick hit my vest.. dats why im out.. in other words it means.. i lose.. heheh looks like i've no improvement since the first sparring.. Haizz got to do better next time.. or else.. it would just look like im wasting my money for nothing coz i've no improvement at all!! haizz

Tired

2005-05-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

Gosh!! what a day.. i slept at around 4am yesterday and woke up at around 8 this morning.. Hmm.. today's class start at 11am at Dhoby Ghaut Branch.. after class we go for launch at Long John Silver and i order combo 1 + cheese salsa.. yummy!! we make our move to Bukit Merah Branch at around 3.. iat first i thought that we are late for our practicle but lucky us.. we reach our destination at around 3.20.. therefor i, kak mas, aisya and dayah 'lepakz' at the office's classroom.. while syikin, halifi and fareez as usual..take a 'smoke'.. gosh!! the experiment was quite hard.. therefore we finish our practicle at around 5pm.. guess what i reach home at 7.30!! dasyat sey.. heheh klah dats all for today.. tired ar.. wanna 'bobok' heheh

My Cutey Kittens

2005-05-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

This are the picture of my kittens..Oh ya.. let me introduce their names.. heheh

From left: Bujang, Iwan & Comel

Testimonial:-
Bujang: Male, age is about 6 month, soft fur, grumpy, sleep..anywhere direct to the fan or air-con, so the 'manja' type and don't like to share..

Iwan: Male, age is about 7 month, carpet-like fur, playful, sleep..on the floor or at the toilet, friendly to human being and so the coward type but act to be brave..

Comel: Female, age is about 5 month, normal fur, fierce, sleep..anywhere which is cozy like on the bed or pillow, friendly to human being? depands her mood, so the curious type and brave..

*note: Comel and Iwan can be together but not Bujang.. because of this.. I gave Bujang to my neighbour.. This is Bujang now..

sorry for the blurry vision.. can't help it la.. coz its originally blur.. Hmm..

My BMC Close Friends!!

2005-05-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

This are the picture of my BMC friends whom i always hangout with..

This is the picture of Aisya & Myself

and This is the picture of Hanisah & Kak Marshita

Happy Birthday Mas!!

2005-05-12T11:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Mastura
Happy Birthday To You

(Sorry ya guyz i can't enlarge the pic coz it will look blur if i do so) Nieway this picture was taken on the 4th of May 2005.. it was during her birthday.. Her name was Mastura(Mas).. isn't she cute? heheh hmm got to know this cute girl from BMC.. she's one of my classmate.. after eating the cake, Dayah, Aisya and Ain 'sabo' mas by putting the cream cake on Mas's face.. heheh looks like Mas is wearing a cosmatic mask now.. wakaka we've taken the picture of mas after 'sabo-ing' her but Dayah haven't pass me the picture la.. Hmm nevermind i'll update it as soon as i get the picture ya.. hmm guess dats all i have to type for today's post.. got no idea what to write la.. heheh klah.. bubyezz!!

Tough Day

2005-05-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today i've silat training.. hmm for me.. today's training are much more challenging than before coz we've to make 3 round jogging around the Eunos CC.. me?! alahaiz.. im able to make 2 and half rounds only.. after that da 'pancit'.. wehehe i can't control my breath ar.. hmm got to maintain that ;p lucky today we don't have to go up and down the stairs.. if not can 'knock-out' sa.. heheh HmM.. after jogging we got skill training for a few minutes and go for sparring.. gosh!! today's training really challenging to me.. its just beyond my limits already.. until i got to force myself towards the next training.. but im not really satisfied coz i skip 'guntingan' coz got no partner.. haizz so 'sayang' sey.. hmm.. klah guess dats all for today.. take care ya all my frenz.. chachinchau!! =D

Got Nothing To Do

2005-05-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

This is my Geography teacher.. He look so the 'selenger' type eh? heheh (jahat sey)Hmm.. His name is Mr Azzar.. He's quiet nice yet boring one.. his lesson only involve listening.. there's no classwork nor groupwork for us to do.. just hear whatever he explain about the topic la.. so boring ehk? heheh..

This pic was taken by Hanisah without me knowing it.. apa taknye.. tgh concentrate sey.. heheh

This is my table.. got nothing else to do eh? heheh my table serak kn? hmm actually tgh boring so play around la.. heheh dont worry the teacher never scold one.. kehkehkeh

klah.. Guess dats all for today.. As for my friends or bloghoppers.. keep tagging ya guyz.. Adioz!!

Bukan Satu Noktah

2005-05-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hidup satu kemungkinan
satu titik di garisan
adakala di atas
adakala di bawah
ia suatu perjuangan
bersulam realiti dan khayalan

Di dalam penuh persoalan
perlu jawapan
perlu rasional fikiran
tatkala ujian mendatang
hidup seolah di ambang
suram... kelam

Hidup perlu pengorbanan
bukan satu noktah
lalu...
susurilah dengan tenang
setiap musibah
arah yang melintang
lihatlah...
ada nur di kejauhan

Im BaCk!!

2005-05-08T15:23:00.000+08:00

Hello friends!! FuYoO!! Long time never update ar? heheh sorry ya guyz.. Hmm.. wat should i say.. Erm.. weLL today goes as per normal.. nothing speacial.. just happen to have a free time sitting infront of this stupid comp typing out my post.. heheh well actually i kinda miss my school, my classroom, my friends especially my 'ZOO' classmates heheh.. i do contact some of my ex-classmates but not always of cause.. coz i know they are quite busy too preparing themselves for their STE or 'O' exams.. even my own cousin Fadilah i rarely contact as she's also busy with her work.. Hmm Khairiani.. as for this cute tembeb girl.. i've lost contact with her.. oh ya if you guys have her contact number please pass me can? if cannot never mind.. Haizz.. HMm klah guyz.. guess im signing off now.. got nothing else to say la.. heheh.. till we meet again.. Ma'assalamah ya ikhwan.. (",)

Sparring Lagi!!

2005-02-26T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hey Ya PeEpz!! GueSs i wonT be upDaTing my bLog ofTen as ive goT soO MuCh HoMe woRk n GrouP work to be DonE.. i woULd onLy uPdaTe it if i haVe The Time ya.. Nie Way HeRe's My sTory For ToDay.. HmM Td ku Gi TraiNing SiLaT.. aLmakLum.. bdk2 da BisinG coz da 2 kaLi ku Tak TuRun TraiNing.. The firsT Time ku Tak daTang coz ku aDe NetBaLL TournaMent kaT NTU and The seConD Time Ku Tak daTang coz kU aDe FiTyan MeeTing kaT PasiR Ris ParK.. sO kaLi ni ku daTang La.. acTuaLL maCam maLaz giTu.. Tapi Have To paKsa diRi To aTTend The TraiNing La.. heheh HMm Time TraiNing Tadi ku bLaja 7 MacaM juRus HariMau memBuka jaLan.. Tapi ku Tak ingAt La pLak.. ku cuMe ingaT 6 jek.. tu pun cuMe 5 jek yang Ku bLey wat..

LePas tu ktRg gi sParRing ( tuL Tak?! nTah La yaNg ku Tau de FigHt2 ar heheh ) HMm.. LawaN akU is AyuNi.. HaiZz soRry dik coz TerTenDang ur Hand n ruSuk i Think.. Tak seNgaje ar.. heheh Tp ku Tak seRius Ar coz siaNg2 Lagi kak Lina Da cakap "jangan aTtack betul2 tau coz ni kawan kite bukan lawan kite" HaiZz ku pun takLey cakap banyak so ikut kan jekLah.. Part bReak for MaghriB PraYers, ku n Ayuni gi jumpe kak dian n minta izin tuk alik cepat.. ku nak Gi Kuda Kepang.. si Ayuni Lak ku Tak Tau.. nak Tau tanYe de senDiri Lah.. wakaka heheh kuda kepang kali ni banyak lak persembahan de.. best sey.. heheh eh kLah samPai siNi jek K.. da Panjang sanGat La pLak.. huahuahua k Lah BUBBYEZ!!

bUaT aPe ar?!

2005-02-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

FuYoO!! Lama gak eh Ku Tak upDaTe bLog.. wakaka.. aLmakLum.. bz wiTh ma sChOoL HoMewOrk n GrouP woRk 2 do.. byK seY.. sTreSs aw.. HaiZz.. Pe La NaSib.. wehehe kk Biar ku MuLa kn sToRy ku Ye.. eHeh
HMm.. PaGi ni Ku dtg skOLah cpT (cpt 10 MiniT jek) HuaHuahua.. Td kaT kLas aDe sub PhysiC n ChemisTry.. GosH!! soO BoRiNg!! BebDk yg kaT bLakang Tgh paRty.. maKan keRoPok pe suMe.. sTudEnt yg Lain suMe waT haL senDiri.. nTaH saPe yg ConCenTraTe pun ku Tk Tau.. eheh seRiousLy BoRiNg GiLer nYe.. parT subJect ChemisTry jek aLmosT 9 ke 10 sTudenT caBut (BoRing La KaTekan) heheh aKu TLg anTar kan Beg dRg (raBax kan?! bLey soKong Lagi) MuaHahAHa.. Erm.. Lps 2 ku aLik uMa jap LeTak beg.. beRat seY.. HMm.. kLah smp siNi jek k.. soRry 4 The Boing sToRy.. idea iLang ar.. eheh jmp lg di lembaran akan dtg ya.. aDioZ!

soO Bz Leh ...

2005-02-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

GosH.. BeEn so Bz This Days coZ i've goT aLoT oF HoMeWork & NeTbaLL praCTice to do.. sO peNaT Leh.. Fyi.. BeinG so sTreSsfuL.. HaiZz ive beEn TraiNing neTbaLL for 3 dayZ StRaiGht!! soO peNat aw.. aLaAa.. goT To knOw That thEre's GoNna Be anOTher TraiNing ToDay.. ArGh!!! "FaTayaT vs PeMuLia" am i in FaTayat or PeMuLia.. HMm onLy GoD knoWs.. MinTak2 FaTaYat ar.. Heheh aMak eh!! jam da BuNyi ar.. kLah smp siNi jek K.. nk gi BMC.. if iVe got The Tym i wiLL Type ouT my sTreSsfuL & iRriTating sToRy aGain k.. unTiL deN.. AdiOz!!

HapPie!!

2005-01-31T03:58:00.000+08:00

k k.. ku nak cRiTe Nie.. heheh erM.. pagi Td ku bgn Lmbt.. maK ku keJut suRo TeMan kan De Gi PaSar GeyLang Tp siNce aKu Tkey bGn so De baWa ct jek.. heheh baLik tu ku maSak daGing Chop coz baPak ku nak maKan.. kaTenye da Lame Tak maKan cHop.. Lagi pun Mak ku Tgh Tk siHat so Ku maSak La kan.. jd aNak soLehah jap.. Kejap jek.. TakLey Lama2 wakakaka.. aKu ni pun BukanNye aLim saNgat.. DajjaL Tu aDe ar.. hahah caM Real jek.. wehehe kLah sTop aLL this Craps k.. heheh kLah ku sTop siNi k.. da PenaT Type wehehe buBYez!!

SparRing at TS

2005-01-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

FuYoO!! aRi Nie SiLaT Gerek sey.. aDe Test Lawan2 heheh..at firsT ku pei seRam.. Tp Lepas dA aTtacK 1 KaLi da ok ar ade bRaNi siKiT Tp Tu pun SikiT jek.. seRangan ku kuRang LinCah ar n Tk byk aTtack.. ku maSih Tk conFident on Langkah Aku ar.. Takut2 pun aDe gak.. nTah pe Yg ku TakuT kan pun Ku Tk Tau.. wehehe k k lepas siLat kTrg gi Tgk perSemBaHan Kuda Kepang kaT nTahLa ku Tk igT kaTne yg ku Tau kaT S'poRe ar.. wakakaka perSemBahan nYe Tu Tak seBeRape ar.. adE parT Tu ku BoRing Gak ar Tp enTerTain diRi snDr jek.. kTrg aLik Lam koL 11+ gitu.. HMm.. kLah saMpai siNi jek k wasSaLam..

NeTbaLL TouRnaMenT

2005-01-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! saTurdaY nie is Our NeTbaLL touRnaMenT!! wehehe k besT.. da berSemaNgaT Nie.. Tk saBar seY.. buKan seMangaT naK meNang Tp seMangaT nak TimBa iLmu.. Cey!! ManeNye jek aku nie.. waKakaka.. ku Tk keSah kLu aKu kaLah Tp yg penTing ku main NgaN baik.. DaTs The Key of suCcesS.. CeyBah NuRuL!! eHam2 kwakwakwa.. maPekZ La aku Nie aHaCkz!! HMm.. kLah.. dis Wed ade neTbaLL TraiNing Lagi.. besT!! samPai siNi jek k.. jusT waNna ShaRe my Joy.. eheh

PEMULIA vs FATAYAT

2005-01-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

aLamaK eh.. Lame Gak sa Ku Tk posT bLog Nie.. HMm.. kLah sTart my sToRy La k.. Erm i jusT GoT inForM aBouT Our CoMing NeTbaLL TourNamEnt wHich is On The 5th oF FeBuaRy buT i Haven't BeEn inForm aBouT wHere Does This TourNamenT GonNa TaKe pLaCe.. HaiZz.. RigHt Now im ThinKing of TaKing Part in WhicH Team.. eiTheR PEMULIA or FATAYAT.. My coaCh is PusHing Me TowaRds PEMULIA TEAM coz TheiR TeaM is sHoRt of pLayers.. They aRe sHort of 1 pLayeR wHiLe FATAYAT neEd mY HeLp in The TeaM To.. aMak Eh.. Lupe La pLak... wakaka

aLah waTeVer La ey.. ErM.. afTer Thinking Hard aBouT it.. GueSs iVe Made My deciSsion To joiN in FATAYAT TEAM.. waNna Know wHy?! weLL its simpLy BeCausE besiDes pRoMoTing The MosQue's (DaruL GhufRan)New acTiviTies.. ive goT The cHanCe To knOw nEw pLaYers wHich wiLL be oUr juNioR pLaYers aNd aT The saMe Time im GoNna exPeRienCe The HaRd woRk of TraiNing The juNioRs To Be a NeTbaLL pLaYers Like wHat we aRe Now.. I meAn To pLay The GaMe Like We pLay anD Have The saMe MindSet TowaRds The waY of WinNing The GaMe.. HMm.. iVe maDe my miNd so.. waT i Have To do now is to giVe My naMe n conTact No to Kak AisYah in order To join in The FATAYAT TEAM.. yeaH Here i Come!! heheh

New Cat!!!

2005-01-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

GueSs waT?! ive got a new cat!!! eRm i Mean kittens...heheh yg saTu naMe asAL nye ( sNowbee ) buT we've all named her ( ComeL ) coz even Though her coLour is'nt aTTractive enougH..buT she have a cute bubbLy LoOks..heheh so there she go...Comel..HMm..the other 1..yg Nie pLak..naMe asALnye ( GinGer ) n we've naMe Him ( iWan TuTuT )...hahahah nk Tau knaPe kiTe naMe kn de giTu?! FirstLy waRne de ade aKan2 waRne iWan (kuCing ku yg mati psL Kidney FaiLure) daTs y kiTe naMe kn de iWan n TuTuT coz de suKe Lepas kn air FresheNer...Hahahah bau nYe TkLey Tahan SeY..kehkehkeh..Tu Lah daPaT geLaran "TuTut"..ahaCkz!! Tp dekNi FriEndLy ar n noT To Forget..kuaT mkn n pLayFuLL...jgn main2 kaKi buLi Oo.. hahahah HMm..kLah GuEsS Smp siNi jekLa cRiTe ku 4 ToDay..saMbuNg soK Luse ke ahaKz! AdioS!! =P

1st daY TraiNing at Tapak Suci

2005-01-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

eLoO ReaDeRs!!! How's ur DaY GoiNg? BoRing? Fun? waDeVe..Heheh...weLL My daY is quite Exciting...in The MorNing...erM..i woKe up aT abouT 11+am...RabaK kn?? ahackZz! 2 Lah...tido LambaT Lagi..hahaha...HMm..ku janji ngan RizaL koL 4 pm...gi ane?! kan aRie Nie ku nYe 1sT daY TraiNing kaT Tapak Suci..ku pei HapPy...TakLey angKaT sa..nk ToLak or Tarik or HereT pn Tk maMpu...kahkahkah =D

wE aRrive at TaDika MuHammaDiyah abouT 5 sharp...keBeTuLan kaK Hajar de paT siTu...so ku MinTak de RegisTration Form ar...a Few Mins Later de kasi ku uNiform n suRo kTrg siap imMidiateLy coz TraiNing da sTart...heheh paT iKat saBok ar pei beLiT...suNgguh ku peNing...ahackz!! tp de nye badge ku tk dpt Lagi..coz yang tu kene haFaL ikRar Tapak Suci aru bLey dapaT Badge tu...mak ai, tkde badge uNifoRm Tk LengKap seY..

sOo Far De nye TraiNing penaT 2 mEmang ar tp yanG penTing Gerek sey..paT keNaL 8 juRus Tapak Suci 4 TingKatan Dasar 2 ar yg kekek...mcm2 BinaTang kLua...ikan TerBang, LemBu janTan, RajawaLi, Harimau n nTah baNyak Lagi ar...Heheh seRam pLak dgr..hahahah

HMm 2 jerLah yg ktRg bLaja Nari..nTah nexT weEk bLaja pe pLak...ku igT nk haFaL ikRar ar nexT weEk...coz aku nk badGe tu..heheh Tp ikRar de Tricky ar..word de mcm dekat2 gitu..tp tkpe..mesTi mau yaKin boLeh..HehEh kLah..ku Rase Smp siNi jek..kepaLe ku da muLe nk peNing ni..end Here k buByezZ (",)

Gmbr da Siap...

2005-01-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

HMm..pagi td ku bgn lam kol 10+ gitu..LambaT eY? heheh smLm Tdo Tk nyenyak sey..asik TersaDar jek..punYe La pEning kepaLa aku..HaiZz..bengaL sey oTak...pTg nYe ku dok uMa Tgk Tv n Dgr Radio at The same Tym..ku bukak Radio kuaT2 nYe heheh..pat Touching nye ku da on Tv n Radio Tp ku Tido khakhakha ku sadar Lam koL 5+ gitu..bila ku sadar jek..mak kau!! punyelah kuat radio ku bukak..BingiT sey..bLey pecah dRum TeLinga aku hahaha buRok sa pRanGai..eheh Td oTak ku ke mane Jek..ku da buang TebiaT gak nYe..nasiB aiK Tk kene CompLain..ade kang n'nt mcm wakTu 2 smp poLis keTuk pinTu uMa..heheh

HMm..paT mLm nYe..ku boRing se sanGaT2 coz phone n comp adq ku pakai.. crite kat Tv Lak boRing GiLernye..Radio Lagi..Lagu mapEkz2 seY..HMm..skrg aru dpt kai comp..heheh HMm..Td Farah caLL kaTenye nk conf mLm nie..Tgk La cmNr..conFem Tk Lame nye..heheh eh kLaH smp sini jek k..oh Ya..gmbr waktu abg ku TunaNg da siaP..

cLicK sini Tuk Pic PerTunANgan Taufiq

AbgkuZz TuNang....

2005-01-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

ku uCapkan kepada abgkuz TerSaYang..sLamaT berTuNang & smOge Smp ke jinJang peLamin..Amin!!! hehehe peNaT sey..sesuNgGuh nye..aku nGanTuk TeraMaT sangaT2..nk Tau kenape? sebAb da 3 Hari ku Tk Tido mLm..saPe suRo? Ouh..iTu mak Tiri aku nyE bapak seDare puNye pakCik puNye kaWan puNye cucu punYe aNak no 5 yanG suRo..Muahaha sOo tHE fUnNY..kLu Tk kLaka Fine!! heheh MapeKz ar (seDar pn..ngaT kan Tak seDar) kHakHakHa HaiZz..daLah penaT Lak nk buaT Lawak yg TerLamPau beBanYak sesanGaT Mepekz Nie..heheh phm Tk? Tk phm Tu pHm kn jek La k..aLmakLum kaT siNi De bYk soTong (Termasuk akuLah) hahaha HMm..Tk Tau Lak pe Lagi ku nk buaT..sKrg Nie jek..ku ngah kaT dpn comp Type dis Mepekz nye cRiTe samBiL Tgk Tv & Dgr Lagu & maKan & Tgh pk pe Lagi ku nk waT LePas Nie..heheh

GoT 2 Know The Truth About Iwan

2004-12-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

HMm..aBg ku BaLik Camp NaRi..as UsuaL, De bwk TunaNg De sKaLi..dRg TeRus CaRik Iwan seY..When Mak aku biLang aBg aku the Truth abouT Iwan jek Muke Abg aku nGan TuNang de BeruBaH GiLernYe.. TunAng De cRy so Hard whiLe abg aku MainTain jek..pas Tu de Trus Masuk biLik De..GueSs he MusT Be CryinG Tu..KeSian Lak aku Tgk Drg..aLmakLum jek La..Iwan banYak TingGaL kan KeNangan beRsaMa.. deLah KucinG KesaYangan suMe..Yg PaLing CuTe, PaLing kLakaR, paLing naKaL, paLing DeGiL..nTahLa paLing aPe Lagik..De Tu suKe na MenYakaT oRang..heheh Tp saYang Coz nYawa Tak panJang..De Hidup kuRang-kuRang da 1 Thn..Gosh..TakKan ae kuCing Lain yg dpT GanTikan TemPaT De sEy..

GmBr iWan

2004-12-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

NieLah Gmbr Kucing KeSaYangan Ku..naMe de iWan..cuTe ey..heheh

HaiZz seDih sey Tk dpt jmp de Lagi ( snif-snif ) :'( bila iwan tkde boring gilernye..Rabia membebel sndr..ct wat hal sndr ala yg penting suasana uma nie beza gilernye..Think of getting a new kitten ar..HaiZz Tgk ar n'nt cmnr..

iWan Died

2004-12-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

pg Nie ku Tk Gi memane..pTg nYe Lm koL 2 giTu ku gi Singapore Nasional Eye Center (SNEC) ade appointment mata..doc kate aku mcm nk kene conjitebities tp de akan wat further research..waTeverLah.. baLik dr SNEC ku Trus gi IMH pat keje Bapa aku nk anTa Brg..baLik nYe mak aku igT nk mkn kat Long John Silver..oTw 2 Rabia call..suare de da terisak-isak..kate nye iwan da tkde soO aku ngn mak aku trus rush baLik ar..smp jek uma..rabia tgh dakap iwan..both my sistez eyes da merah..gosh iwan da mati..now wat..mcm ane sey aku nk expLain ngn abg aku & tunang de..HaiZz..probLem2..

Gosh..This perSon SucKs!!

2004-12-19T08:27:00.000+08:00

Today is The Worst day..Gosh..Life is So BoRing..weLL where in HeLL does This MysTery perSon caMe From..Nick nk sTep mane Nye [--] jek..koNon sTyLe ar..sTyLe KEPALE OTAK KAU SIAK!! anak DajjaL TeLepas KoT..HaHAh..kLu bRani jmp aku ar..nk boBaL ManenYe "woRLd" jek daLah pRanGai 2 kALah kan bdk2..kau Nie kuRang Kasih SaYang kaPe?! Lex Sua ar..bdK cm Kau Nie jeNis DuDok baWah KeTiak maK Lagik..soO TkYah Lah nk sTep2 ngn Aku..ko igT aku GenTar kaPe..RaBak Sa..Nie Mcm nYe bdk pn iDop Lame..HaiZz..keCik2 Tnk MAMPOS!! Da beSar MenYuSahkaN oRang pLak 2..kk Wat The EveR Lah..mLz Lak nk Lyn aNak ABU Nie..Drpd aku buaNg maSe Lyn bdk MUSIBAT nie..Lebey Baik ku kLua LePakZ ngn Member aku..HMm kLah..Adios

Congrates kak MuRni (",)

2004-12-18T07:50:00.001+08:00

Kak MuRni!! heheh eWaaHh..puiSi aKak TerpiLih sey..NuRuL ucapKan Tahniah pd akak kerana telah menghasilkan karya yg baik. Nielah akak sdare ku yg berumur 19 tahun. Name penuhnye Murniwati bte Rahmat, pelajar jurusan teknologi perubatan Politeknik Singapura. mei bace karya de : -

Remuk
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Gr8 Dae (",)

2004-12-11T15:58:00.000+08:00

kk Mei Dgr CriTe..heheh aRie Nie BesT ar..weLL Td Pg ku bgn koL 7..LinCah2 siaP trus Gi RC..paT saNe.. ku keNe GoReng ePok2..GueSs waT..Tym aku ngah GoReng 2 aDe oRg Amek Video..RaBak sa..ku PaiSey GiLernYe..da Mcm RanCangan MaSaK Apa sey..khakhakha..baLik jek ku Trus caLL HuDa nk Tny jd kLua ke Tk ar..den De kaTe Tk jd soO ku pn Tgh nganTuk..pe Lagik..Trus LepaKz ar..Lam koL 2+ g2 aru SaDar..heheh rabak eh?! wakaka

FeEra

2004-12-09T03:19:00.000+08:00

HmM..aRie Nie befDae FeEra..ku nk Wish De "HaPie BefDae" Tp conTact no De yg ku aDe de da Tk paKai Lagik..Tkpe Lah..kLu de Tnk Kwn ngn aku Lagik..ku Tk psL..yg penTing jgn cuKop buLan samPai cRiTe aku yg Tnk kwn ngn de suDa..bdk Nie suKe buaT cRiTe..daLah aku keNe titLe bdk jaHaT, bdk wiLd, backsTabber..hipocrite..mcm2 Lagik ar..aku mLz Sey nk LaYan pomPan Nie..name jek anak usTd usTaz Tp peRangai kaLah kan anaK ibLis..suke na FiTnah oRg HaiZz..cRiTe ku kaT skoLah Lom Abez Lagik..nTah da EpiSod yg ke Brape..byk sgT ar..Tk T'kire aku..saPe pRoduser Crite 2 pn ku Tk Tau Lagik.. aku kan sTarhub..Lembab siKiT heheh..HmM kLah..ku da iLang mOoD nk Type ar..smp siNi jek k

SeDih

2004-11-24T12:33:00.000+08:00

Td peTang BeZFwen ku yg sKoOL paT aLjuNied TePon.. NaMenYe siTi NuRuLHuda.. Tp ku paNgGiL de cT jek.. DeLah kwn aku dr ku keCik seY.. Dah MaSak ngn peRangai de.. HeHeh.. BuRuk Baik De suMe aku Tau.. kTrg Tk peNa BeRahSia.. acTuaLLy aku LosT conTacT ngn De.. BiLa De caLL cm HaPpy g2.. Tp.. De baWa BeRiTa yg MenyaKiTkan HaTi ku.. kaTenYe kaT skoLa De TerSeBar psL aKu.. NaMe aku FaMous paT saNe seBaGai x ZuL FaiZaL yg Takde MaRuah & HaRGa DiRi.. aPE sEY.. yg BuaT muLoT.. x aku sndr.. ZuL FaiZaL.. Tk sAngKe Sey.. aBg2 KoNon.. peRanGai kaLah kn Bdk2!! Nie Lah seKoLah yg oRang aguNg2 kn sgT.. koNon nYe dpT MeLahirkan peLajar yg BerpenDiDikan TiNgGi & peGangan aGaMa yg Teguh.. yg Tk dpT diTanDiNgi peLajaR maDrasaH Lain.. kepaLa oTak De ar!! kaRuT sA.. seTau aku dpT meLahirkan peLajar yg mCm siaL 2 aDe ar.. Tk guNa beLajaR aGaMa kLu Tk reTi nk buaT panDuan Hidup!! DeRAs mengaLir airMaTa ku menDengarkan BeRiTa TerseBuT yg meMaksa Ku unTuk menyingKap KemBaLi keNangan siLam yg MeNikam baGaikan semBiLu.. SeMaTa-maTa unTuk MembeLa DiRi.. Biar pn beKaLi aku Tangisi.. NaMun TangisaN ku iTu dianGgap seBagai senJaTa unTuk Meraih SimPaTi.. KeNaPa Lah Hidup ku senTiaSa diFiTnah.. DicaCi & DipinGgirkan.. aku pn MaNusia BiaSa juGak.. aDe HaTi & peRaSaAn.. yg MeNagih kaSih seJaTi.. maHu kn Hidup yg BaHaGia.. BeBas dr FiTnah.. Tp ku Tidak dpT Lari dr TakDir kecuaLi meNeLan kepaHiTan 2..

PaPe jek

2004-11-23T14:14:00.000+08:00

Td aku Gado ngn aBg Ku..i FeLT soRrie seY..coZ aKu MaRah & TiNggi SuaRe kaT De..Tp de waT aku MaRah..aku Tak suKe ar kLu oRg sTaKaT janJi maNis jek..De nk Majok DenYe psL ar.. hmm